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2012-01-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

haih，update完好的东西我来说说不好的东西。。。
我那个男友真的很奇怪。。。那天我6点起来等他跟我skype。。。哪里知道他还没online等了20分钟终于on了，却告诉我他要玩游戏。。。好lor，我知道前几天他赶功课一定想要与朋友放松一下。。。

可是我是一个很直接的人。。。然后又这么suey他马上看到我说有一点点的失落感的post，他就跟我道歉。。。这个那个。。。讲到我好像很小气这样。。。本来满心以为要跟他chat，他说要玩game一定会有一点失落感的嘛。。。没有才怪。。。我很小气的！可是我要当个体贴的女朋友。。。让他放松让他玩！所以只好“牺牲”点! 哈哈哈

哪里知道他真的让我生气。。。本来有一点失落的我感觉就更失落然后就生气然后就一直跟他说反话！气死人！

2012-01-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

已经好久好久没update我的部落格了。。。让我来为2012展开一个新的序幕！哈哈。。。
之所以重新写回部落格是因为twitter无法让我畅所欲言，面子书又过于公开！哈哈。。。无奈无奈。。。

老板建议把我一些幼教的第一年甜蜜回忆写下。。。
昨天在等着迟归孩童回家，百般无聊时。。。
电话响起了。。。是一个已毕业的学生妈妈打来的。。。
可是一拿起电话，听到的是一个可爱的小男孩的声音。。。
原来是嘉泽，一打来就好像告诉我他很想我。。。
然后他有看到我的面子书的照片换了，我便问他照片美吗？
那个瓜回答我美，很美。。。哇开心死我了！哈哈！
然后我们便聊了很久，过后我需要驾车了。。。
便与他“临别依依”。。。
在快要挂电话前，我告诉他，嘉泽我很想你oh，
他回答我很大声“我也是”。。。
在那个当下我的心真的融化了。。。

没想到第一年当老师，就有这些这么美好的回忆。。。
对我来说，真的很珍贵。。。因为那是推我向前的动力。。。
并是学生给予我的肯定！让我对自己有信心。。。

之前还有一个小朋友来到幼稚园找我。。。
她是我之前班上最LOVELY的小朋友每天都会抱我。。。。
那天，她来到的时候叫我老师然后给了我一个很大很大很久很久的拥抱。。。
她不断地抱我，我也让她抱。。。我相信一个拥抱胜过千言万语。。。
当时我们俩的眼眶红红，
然后她也有告诉我她的近况。。。在与她告别时，我的眼泪就快要流出来了。。。

也许这是我的第一年所以我这么容易被感动。。。
很多人说久了以后便会麻木。。。我不知道以后的我是否会那样。。。
但至少现在的我很享受这样的一个自己。。。坦然地面对自己的感受。。。
不须理会别人，可能他们都没有我这些宝贵的回忆！哈哈！

真的很谢谢我2011年草莓班的小朋友与同事们让我在我工作的第一年里获得了这么多东西，学习了很多。。。真的很感谢一路上有你们陪我。。。。爱你们oh！

2011-11-10T06:30:00.000+08:00

我不想要觉得没有了你我也不会怎样。。。。
为什么每天约定好的时间上线，你没有online。。。
也没有交代。。。

我真的很不喜欢这样。。。
我不喜欢等待。。。
我是一个没有耐心的人。。。
我不断地告诉自己再等一下他就会on了。。。
可是我好像等到自己都要哭了。。。

2011-11-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

I need someone to talk to me right now...
Im emo!!

waiting for him to online whole day at grannie hse...
bt he didnt... guess he is tired...
yday he slept late... i hv no idea why he slp late maybe late reach home?
but im a lil mad when i saw him sleep at midnight... guess im too sensitive!

haih.. then spend whole day at grannie hse, he didnt online..
so i thought of go home and wait for him! manatau when i open my facebook i really emo!
is a sweet msg bt then i feel so upset, why everytime lidat 1...
we always "擦肩而过" he just on 30min ago!
wtf, if i decided to stay at ahma hse a lil longer maybe still can talk v him!

i noe i shuldnt rely too much on him....
what if 1 day he don1 me...
what if 1 day he fed up on me?
what if 1 day he feel tat im irritating..
there are so many negative thoughts in my mind...........

i feel so sad in these few days....
tats why i sms him........ or else i wont....
i scare that im disturbing him... i scare he know i care him more than he care me...
sometimes... that kind of thought in my mind... i know is nt good...
bt i reli feel so, am i too selfish? i feel he doesnt care me lik hw much i care him T_T

jealous jealous jealous!

2011-10-18T06:22:00.000+08:00

jealous jealous jealous bcoz saw his fb wall gt GIRL picture,
although his friend tag he n the other friend but i stilll jealous =(
if i tell him he must be tot im silly! awww... =(

有关于射手座

2011-09-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

【射手座怪癖，有么？】
超懒；爱发呆；擅长装傻；天真单纯没心机；喜欢微笑；好友扎堆爱闹；老友只想念不联系；
情绪化；自我感觉很不错。❤

【射手座的特征】
气质不凡，偶尔孩子气；
喜欢旅游但也恋家；
容易陷入自己的想象世界不能自拔；
很为别人着想，热心，热爱付出，喜欢热闹；
只要是TA认定的朋友，就力挺到底；
非常少会对人说“求”这个字；

【射手座不为人知的事】
1.坚强下的脆弱。
2.永远有颗长不大的心。
3.朋友很多，知心的没几个。
4.率真，往往伤害到的不是别人，而是自己。
5.头脑聪颖，却充满反叛心理。
6.一件很细小的事也能令他高兴得手舞足蹈。
7.据闻经常胃痛、胃炎。
8.觉得自己对的事就是对的，绝对的偏执狂。❤

与射手座相处，注意不要给太多他不需要的爱。
射手天生喜欢爱好自由，不要每天陪他12个钟头，
射手喜欢安静，不要每天安排热闹的行程，
这些会给射手无形的压力。
比如射手生日时，你给他办了一个豪华的派对，那么在你生

日的时候，他是不是也要依样画葫芦？
射手不擅长此道，所以这会给他一层的压力。❤

【射手女生的梦想】
想要一个不会嫌弃我的男朋友，
想要一个以结婚为前提而谈的恋爱，
想要一个能宠我懂我爱我的男生。
他不一定要很高、但要比我高，
他不一定要很聪明、但要懂我的眼神代表什么意思，
他不一定要很成熟、但要知道我要什么不要什么。❤

射手座谈恋爱时容易胡思乱想，不能忍受被忽略忽视的感觉

，一点点也不能，如果另一半不理TA，TA就会自己胡思乱想一堆，钻进死胡同后出不来。然后另一半一个电话，又瓦解了所有了胡思乱想。想要控制，却又下不了决心。射手座表面坚强，内心软弱，想要占有，却又怕太过火，不停地自信与自卑交杂。❤ [super true]

【射手座的小小弱点：】
脾气有点大，表面温和到别人误以为很好欺负，其实内心脾

气大的可怕。
性格矛盾分裂，自尊超强。
太现实了，认真，看问题太透。
孤独，缺乏安全感，自闭，忧郁。
爱太深，比较容易受伤，受伤就选择逃避。
喜欢乱想，想太多，爱纠结，超倔强。❤

2011-09-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

够力了，成绩变得很不好。。。从以前3.88掉到现在3.59 cgpa。。。。
haih。。。是自己不满足还是怎样。。。总之不是很开心。。。

还有漫长的等待会让人失去热情。。。。

男朋友出国了

2011-09-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

今天早上男朋友出国去读书啦。。。。
真的好想念他。。。相信他也和我一样？
虽然真的很舍不得，可是想一下他一个人到英国去深造只是为了有更好的未来。。。
身为女朋友的我必须要乖乖，支持他，因为他一个人在那里已经很可怜了。。。（担心他不会煮）
读书一定也很压力！加油！

现在他应该在飞机上。。。
真的有点不习惯。。应该是很不习惯。。。
早上哭得头很痛，想要睡觉。。。
哪里知道躺在床上就想到他之前抱着我睡觉。。。陪我睡觉。。。看我睡觉了才回家。。。
结果跑到客厅看电视抱着他送给我的teddy。。。

然后看到他买给我的cookies，直接哭了出来！
郑振胜我真的很想你，很想用力抱着你！可是你不在了。。。

想到昨天我们好像还不爽不爽因为收拾东西时你对我大声了。。。
也许你没注意到。。。我也应该体谅你很多东西要忙。。。
可是现在回想起来。。。跟你吵架也很过瘾，至少你还在，
还会逗我笑。。。还会有人给我一个抱抱！

亲爱的男朋友，我已经没哭了。。。
早上被你的朋友们播着那些感人的歌曲。。。尤其是kiss the rain
还有他们你一言我一语。。。
弄到又哭又笑。。。回来家里自然而然想到你当然又哭啦！
你都知道我是爱哭宝啦！
但是也谢谢他们陪我。。。

Dear Boyfie Tee chin Tsen，
不要担心我oh，
我会好好照顾自己，
我会记得喝水，
我不会伤害自己，
我尽量不要哭，
我不会包二公，
我会很想你，
我会等你回来。。。哈哈！

你呢，也不要让我担心！
要加油！
照顾好自己！
努力读书，我永远支持你！
做一个好厨师，我不要你变白骨精！；）
还有不可以做对不起我的事情还有之前我跟你讲很多不可以做的事！=P
六个月后你回来后我就可以看见你了！wahaha！
想我的时候拿皮包里的照片出来看就会看到我可爱的脸啦，不要流鼻血xD
我爱你！Muackz！

Frm your girlfriend,
Isis Lee Ying Ying <3

最后附上一张他生病时我们还自拍的照片！

2011-09-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

still got 8 more hours...
boyfren is flying off soon!
jus cant stop my tears to drop down!....

2011-06-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

随着日子的到来。。。
一想到你不久就要出国了，眼泪真的忍不住落了下来。
你还没有要出国就开始哭到这样了，出国了，我的眼睛应该不知道像什么了。。。

没有你在，没有人带我去吃好料。。。
没有你在，没有人陪我到处走走了。。。
没有你在，没有人可以让我抱抱。。。
没有你在，没有人可以帮我下载我要看的戏。。。
没有你在，没有人可以在我受委屈的时候安慰我。。。
没有你在，没有人可以像你那样宠坏我。。。
没有你在，没有人可以像你这样迁就我的小姐脾气。。。
没有你在，没有人可以像你那样帮我，要知道我是个大笨蛋！
没有你在，没有人可以陪我看恐怖片。。。
没有你在，没有人可以借我一个肩膀依赖。。。
没有你在，没有人可以让我说你是猪啊。。。
没有你在，没有人可以让我在他熟睡的时候偷亲他。。。
没有你在，没有人可以容忍我的所作所为。。。
没有你在，没有人可以像你那样帮我擦眼泪。。。

我知道我哭的样子很丑啦，可是真的会很想你。。。
还有我一定会等你回来的啦。
特地问你要我等你回来吗是因为我是女生嘛。。。
你没有说，等下我白白等嘛很惨lor？
xD

2011-06-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

I knew it's been a long time i nvr update my blog
the owner is same as the blog!
We are so DEAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Used to complain need holiday when working,
but now im on holiday but still complain because i got no where to go!
Damn..................................................................................................................
Damn.... Damn! feel lik wan2 scold many damn!!

给我的他

2011-03-08T20:40:00.002+08:00

寶貝，我想和你每天都见面。

寶貝，我想和你三餐一起吃。

寶貝，我想和你手牵手散步。

寶貝，我想和你一起挤公交。

寶貝，我想和你一起坐地铁。

寶貝，我想和你看感人的电影。

寶貝，我想和你分享美味。

寶貝，我想和你一起赖床。

寶貝，我想和你喝酒喝到high。

寶貝，我想和你去夜晚的后海。

寶貝，我想和你一起啃鸡腿。

寶貝，我想和你一起发呆。

寶貝，我想和你一起看超級無敵獎門人。

寶貝，我想和你拍张相片。

寶貝，我想和你一起旅行。

寶貝，我想和你一起划船。

寶貝，我想和你一起赏雪。

寶貝，我想和你去冬天的什刹海滑野冰。

寶貝，我想和你去逛夜市。

寶貝，我想和你一起咆西瓜。

寶貝，我想和你吃火锅。

寶貝，我想和你泡温泉。

寶貝，我想和你养一只小狗。

寶貝，我想和你有属于我们的小窝。

寶貝，我想和你坐摩天轮。

寶貝，我想和你去动物园喂動物。

寶貝，我想和你乘凉。

寶貝，我想和你穿情侣装。

寶貝，我想和你一起K歌到大天亮。

寶貝，我想和你一起坐火车。

寶貝，我想和你抱抱。

寶貝，我想和你亲亲。

寶貝，我想和你在一起。

寶貝，我想和你快快乐乐。

寶貝，我想和你得到所有人祝福。

寶貝，我想和你一起面对父母。

寶貝，我想和你有个家。

寶貝，我想和你地老天荒。

寶貝，我想你想的和我一样。

2011-02-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

Just love Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true!

1/2/2011

2011-02-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

最近听说有些拍拖很久的人分手了。。。
有点吓到，因为之前看他们很甜lea。。。

有些人说远距离的恋爱很难。。。
有些人因为远距离分手了。。。

有些人说年纪比你大的男朋友比较好。。。
因为思想比较成熟，所以会比较稳定。。。

我其实会害怕。。。
因为不久我的他要出国了。。。
所以我们要经历远距离的恋爱了。。。
我们现在很甜，但以后还是会吗？
我会害怕，因为我在想我们还有很远的路要走。。。
我们会一直走下去吗？
还有谁说年龄大就好。。。我的他也很棒啊！;)

以后的事情，我不敢说。。。
永远这样东西。。。谁也说不定。。。
我只知道。。。
现在的我很爱他。。。
因为有他。。。让现在的我很幸福。。。=）
以后的事。。。以后再说吧。。。
珍惜当下。。。最重要！

200天快乐，dear！我还是很爱你！Muackz! <3

2011-01-17T22:57:00.001+08:00

“人生就是一列开往坟墓的列车，路途上会有很多站口，没有一个人可以至始至终陪着你走完，你会看到来来往往、上上下下的人。如果幸运，会有人陪你走过一段，当这个人要下车的时候，即使不舍，也该心存感激，然后挥手道别，因为，说不定下一站会有另外一个人会陪你走的更远。”

“当明天变成了今天成为了昨天，最后成为记忆里不再重要的某一天，我们突然发现自己在不知不觉中已被时间推着向前走，这不是静止火车里，与相邻列车交错时，仿佛自己在前进的错觉，而是我们真实的在成长，在这件事里成了另一个自己。”

“家庭Family这个词意味著什么吗？家庭FAMILY是爸（Father）和（And）妈（Mother）、我 I 爱 Love 你 You 。“爱” 的中英文双解：Love爱=Listen倾听+Obligate感恩+Valued尊重+Excues宽恕。”

“咖啡苦与甜，不在于怎么搅拌，而在于是否放糖；一段伤痛，不在于怎么忘记，而在于是否有勇气重新开始。”

“为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？ ”

“如果某个男人主动替你拎包，把你放在道路的里边走，主动为你拉椅子，不要因此而感激涕零。这只能说明他之前有无数个女朋友教过他这一点。而能让他记住的女人，永远是改变了他的那个女人，而不是你。所以，越是细节完美的男人，对女人而言越是挑战。”

"吵架时为什么会大声？原因是，当两个人相互愤怒的时候，他们的心和心相距很远；为了填补这段距离，他们必须呼喊，这样彼此才能听到。他们越是愤怒，心和心距离则越是遥远，于是，他们只有越发强力呼喊，他们彼此才能听到。反过来，也是恋爱时为什么喃喃低语的原因。"

从正面看，是伟大的神（God）；从反面看，是卑鄙小人（dog）。其实，人们所犯的罪恶（evil），反过来，正是为了活着（live）。”——换个角度很多事情便不一样

“同时追两只兔子的人，一只也不会逮到。不要贪图无所不有，否则你将一无所有；不要试图无所不知，否则你将一无所知；不要企图无所不能，否则你将一无所能。”

：“人生中十种无能为力的事：1、倒向你的墙。2、离你而去的人。3、流逝的时间。4、没有选择的出身。5、莫名其妙的孤独。6、无可奈何的遗忘。7、永远的过去。8、别人的嘲笑。9、不可避免的死亡。10、不可救药的喜欢。”

笨人的爱情是批发出去的，仅凭“让我一次爱个够”的蛮力；聪明人的爱情是零售出去的，懂得“只爱一点点”的精妙。

“友谊、爱情、婚姻都好比铺水泥路，隔上一段就要留出一条缝隙，保持着一点点距离。不留缝隙，路面很快就会膨胀、坏掉。”

“金钱是个颇有神力的照妖镜，小人、伪君子在它面前皆原形毕露；爱情是个手法高超的化妆师，爱人、年轻人受它影响都容光焕发。”

“心脏是一座有两间卧室的房子，一间住着痛苦，一间住着快乐；人得意之时不能笑得太响，否则会吵醒隔壁的痛苦。”

“当地球180度转弯，白天就要变成黑夜；当地球继续180度转弯，黑夜又恢复白天。当我们为了一个人180度转弯，我们背对着自己的叹息；当我们为了自己再次180度转弯，其实一切都可以重新开始！”

“每个人都是上帝咬过一口的苹果，都是有缺陷的！有的人缺陷比较大，那是因为上帝特别钟爱他(她)的芬芳！”

“爱情是零度的冰，友情是零度的水，也许我们是最好的冰水混合物。走到一起后，升温，化为友情的水；降温，结成爱情的冰。不冷不热间，就是爱情与友情的暧昧。”

“ 其实美丽的故事都是没有结局的，只因为它没有结局所以才会美丽。这就像为什麽悲剧总是比喜剧更让人难忘，也就像人们总是找寻的真爱，却往往擦肩而去，不是这个时代远离了爱情，而是人们一开始就没有想过用一颗心去坚定的温暖另一颗心，不是爱情不再永恒，而是浮躁和易变的心！”

“我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，因为这首歌，我们一起听过

“我们许多时候并不是因为安定了，想要结婚；而是无法与某人安定下来，所以才要结婚。”

“热恋时，情侣们常感叹上辈子积了什么德；结婚后，夫妻们常怀疑上辈子造了什么孽。真乃冰火两重天！”

“爱情就像攥在手里的沙子，越刻意地攥得紧，流失得就越快！”

“同样的一瓶水，便利店里2块钱，五星级酒店里却30块。很多时候，一个人的价值取决于所在的位置。”

请感谢伤害你的人，因为他磨炼了你的心志！请感谢绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的双腿！请感谢欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的智慧！请感谢藐视你的人，因为他觉醒了你的自尊！请感谢遗弃你的人，因为他教会了你该独立！

“生命中有一些人与我们擦肩了，却来不及遇见；遇见了，却来不及相识；相识了，却来不及熟悉；熟悉了，却还是要说再见。”

“哲人无忧，智者常乐，并不是因为所爱的一切他们都拥有了，而是所拥有的一切他们都爱。”

“一只脚踩扁了紫罗兰，紫罗兰却把香味留在那脚上，这就是宽恕。”

“永远不要认为别人的老公或老婆比自己的好，因为他们爱的并不是你。”

“真正的爱情不在于你知道他（她）有多好才要在一起；而是明知道他（她）有太多的不好还是不愿离开。”

“怀旧，不是因为那个时代多么好，而是那个时候，你年轻。”

“两个人之间的感情就像织毛衣，建立的时候一针一线，小心而漫长，拆除的时候却只需轻轻一拉。”

“人生试题一共有四道题目：学业、事业、婚姻、家庭。平均分高才能及格，切莫花太多的时间和精力在任一题目上。”

“幸福不是被致命的错误所扼杀，而是被不断重复出现的小错一点点分解掉的。”

“婚姻不是1+1=2，而是0.5+0.5=1。即，两人各削去一半自己的个性和缺点，然后凑合在一起才完整。”

“我们最大的情敌不是第三者，而是岁月。”

女人的幸福在于：他真的爱我；男人的幸福在于：她值得我爱。

莫名的突然

2011-01-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

突然很想任性。。。
可是。。。在压抑自己不可以。。。
不断告诉自己要懂事。。。

突然很想到一个很远的地方。。。
到一个远远的地方。。。
没有他，没有家人，也许可以有个朋友。。。
很想知道这样的感觉是怎样。。。

突然有一天很想消失在这个世界上。。。
想知道我爱的人和爱我的人
他们会如何。。。
虽然我知道我很坏有这样的想法。。。
我知道他们爱我。。。可是就想而以吗。。。=）

突然很想一整天不要发短讯给他。。。或故意不要回他信息。。。
可是我才没有这么坏，因为我知道他忙。。。
所以要更关心他。。。支持他。。。

但是任性的我就会有这样的想法嘛 =（
因为觉得自己每天好像在等些什么。。。
可是总是很失望。。。
所以不要期望，因为失望会更多。。。
很讨厌等待的感觉lea

突然很想一个人
不要见到他！
因为啊，要尝试一下以后很久不会看到他的感觉。。。
虽然真的真的很想他。。。

好啦！
任性的想法而已
不要当真，我有反省啦
我的老妈时常说我很任性。。。
可是那只是一刹那的想法ok
我觉得我自己很棒lor，很懂事地在控制自己哈哈！

可是，忍不到很久的吧。。。
我好像要难过了。。。
每个人都很忙，不可能每天都关心我。。。
随便吧。。。
我想我很快就会快乐吧！

Late xmas card from her

2011-01-05T20:21:00.001+08:00

Received a late christmas card from her ~ Tee Pin Shin!
Yorrrr...
This girl hor.... always make me gam dong 1 lor...
that time my birthday make a slide for me... nw send a card for me from so far away!
i really nvr expect u will send me a card, sumor thought why u forget reply my msg in fb mail eh!!!!!!!!
hahaha!!! thank you so much!!!
although it's late... but i do appreciate it!! make me feel so warm!! hahaha!!
i tell u! mr tee also nvr did that for me b4... xD

Lemme reply u at my blog ya!

To pin shin who missing malaysia:

tee pin shin!!
why u so "sat chak" 1, know dao handsome de AML u should catch the chance get fb or email from him ma!
if u scare phone number too *zhu dong* la!!
teehee =)

Im fine over here lor! start working since Jan3, working life is not fun bcoz work from 8-6 eh everyday!
bit tiring but still ok, i still can handle! teehee!!
but but, less time to see mr. tee lor! less time to online see your fb update lor...

Hehe, sure is home sweet home what! but nvm la, u can enjoy white christmas over there eh!
wait u back, we celebrate together again lo!! no worries!! think of me, see the video then u will not lonely anymore!! i wondering when u back jeh?? aiyo! do update me i tell u!! if nt i bite your ass!! xD

I will take good care of myself, but the 1st week work in kinder already start feel sick lor!!
but no worries la!! and i wont rely so much on him de, mz learn independent ma!
future thgs, hard to say right... xD jz KIDDING!!
u know he nowadays bully me so much eh!! hahaha!!!
i wondering next time he go further study that time ah, i gona miss him badly!! teehee!! =)

U too, take care yrself over there!
eat more ya!! if nt wind blow u also can fly away! hahas!!
study hard too, and find 1 ah mo boyfren come back la!!
and i will try to work hard la... aiyo! no money treat u eat abolone those la!!
normal meal can ah? aiyo... i sure u miss nasi lemak, fried kuey teow all this, wait u back bring u go eat la! =)
hahaha!! oh ya! did i tell u i bought a 2nd hand car already? its inokom atoz lor!
now drive it to work everyday!! hehehe!!

Reply me in fb mail or here or where also can la!!!
I miss you badly!!! Hugs!!!

From Ying Ying who reply you immediately after receive your mail!!!

Happy new year! =)

2011-01-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

Happie new year and good morning to the world ! teehee =)

Yesterday i was staying at home countdown, due to the assignment i started to print from 7pm-1030pm only able to complete!! thanks to my old knock knock desktop xD

I was thinking every year my new year eve was so random, only 2008 i was at melbourne city countdown wit my cousin! otherwise every year im staying at home watch tv countdown myself or with family... sometimes nt even bother it's new year just fall in my sweet dream!

Let the pic do talking what had happen yday!

My super duper big eye bag!

Yum yum baked fish pasta! see he so hungry!

Lunch at vivo!! our fav place to makan! yum yum <3


Seafood Aglio Olio Spaghetti

picture on the last minute of 2010! see, i look so sleepy! haha!

Although this year im also staying at home countdown with my super duper big lala eyes!! but but, this year is different.... countdown with my love at home!! hehe, a random countdown but i feel warm and sweet because he spend the last 2 hours in 2010 with me... and spend the first one and half hour in 2011 with me... though i know i had fall asleep... but i can feel his warm hug and he's here <3

before the new year start, i was sitting on my bed with dear and try to recall back what we had done in this year... some i can remember... some things have been forgotten... some is sweet... some is funny! hahas... but i know... 2010 will be in my memory which i wont forget!

My wishes for new year areeeeeee...
i want my family and my friends stay happy and healthy always!
i wish our relationship will go on smoothly in this new year and every year =)
i wish my working life can go smoothly....
i wish i have more time... hehehe...
i wish i have more money!
i wish everything happy!
yeah!
Happy new year 2011 once again people !! muax muax!!

My love!

2010-12-19T14:11:00.001+08:00

Ladies and gentleman, lemme introduce you all!

She's my love! =)

Her name is Jesslene Lee!

Before that her hair is long, but now she cut short!

So same like her Ying2 Jie2, cut short hair!

And she learn violin, guitar, and piano!

She is talented? hehe... maybe?

But im sure.. she is smart , cunning and ADORABLE!!

Hello, Im eating! =)

Hrm, she is my daughter?!

Hahaha.. nawhh, hw much i wish i have a cute lil girl like her!

She is my bao bei...

My lovely small daughter, although didnt get permission from her mum and call her daughter

But i really sayang her lots!

Know why?!

Because she same as me,

Like to teh people!

Cry easily!

Cute lor!

Like to smile lor!

Many ppl like lor!

Hahaha! Dont faint ya xD

This pretty lady,

Is Jesslene's mother!

Her name is Cindy Lee!

A pretty young mother and she's a music teacher!!

She's also my good friend!!

See! Both of us look like twins not?

Idk, some of the people say we do look alike!

Haha! But i treat her like my sister also!! and she's also my good fren which i know in college!!

All these photos are taken by this morning!

We went to old folks home and do charity!!

So take lot picture v the cute princess and cindy!!

Enjoy the morning v them!! =)

Teehee! thats all!

Blog this because wana announce my new lover!! hahaha!!

Melvin Tee, you wont mind i have this new lover right?! =)

I know u very sayang her also de xD

Muax!!

Finally, its end =)

2010-12-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

Time flew so fast,
the last module of my diploma in early childhood education course was ended on yesterday.... which is MMD 138 ( Music , movement & drama )
which means that im going to graduate soon, the course will be end soon after we do our practicum... and everyone of us will be start working on next year to gain experience.
which also means that seldom can meet up my coll gang, nenek, siti, aipei and cindy!!
gona miss them badly. Im sure we can find time to hang out and gather and chit chat our stuff, the course is end but our story is forever endless!!

Recall back all the things happen in this 1 and the half year,
remember where we had our 1st lunch together?!
remember we set up our dramatic corner?!
remember we together build our dream kinder call tadika sunflower?!
remember how we use to shop at pyramid?! and walk back quickly everytime because is late for class!
remember we make the puppet in visual class?!
remember we make toys and the play dough in play class?! and how we play traditional games!!
remember the funny stuff we usually talk?! and those disgusting thing which usually started from nenek xD
remember how we celebrate our friend's birthday?!
remember how we always complain the new lecturer?!
remember how we use to call each other a day before the exam and ask HOW OH HOW Oh?!
remember we say we wana burn all the notes and drink at the night before the exam?!
remember how we use to laugh loudly in the kolej, i bet the kolej is full of our sound!
remember our mini class trip?! when's the next time?!
hahaha,nvm, let the picture do talking if you girls cant remember =)


1st day having our lunch together.... i cant remember the name of the shop!

Sexy siti showing her beautiful leg huh?! hahaha!!


photo of four of us, during CLS class....

Language corner?! hahaha.. cant remember already...still got kimberly same group with us huh?!

Role play as robber, hahaha... siti and nenek look so 'young' on that time!


During YCS class, making the bubbles! both them look like sista huh?!

Remember this? we set up for our puppet theatre background!! hahaha!! nice drawing lea!!

Play class, hopscotch!!


Play class also? hahaha... iris hair is still short! and nenek too!!

At snowflake, that time bready with us =)

We always celebrate birthday by having lunch together <3 superpooh birthday photo!

Our mini class trip at Sepang gold coast~

Hahaha, put this photo because i found out our facial expression is funny! especially siti's one!

At fullhouse, wana kiss siti~

With cindy mummy, i realize seldom take photo with her...

During the last class, 2 white and 2 red <3

Do community service together....

There are so many photos... but i couldnt upload all of them here,
so i just put up some of them... photo is the best thing to capture our memories!
i will never forget all these happy moment with you girls!

Awww, i wish i wish, this module wont end so fast!
Human being is weird, when you start study, you hope the course faster come to the end!
Now, when come to the end of the course, you dont want it end so fast?!
Contradiction right?! But this last module is really fast as it is a holiday intensive class...
It end faster, and it also drives ppl go crazy!! tons of assignment and presentation load in in 5 days!!
thats what you need to pay for the course because it end so fast!!!

hahaha, used to have holiday intensive class last time... know the feeling of rushing....
but the body still cant take it, maybe kena virus from nenek! haha old already!!
this week im so sick because of the non stop sneezing and my bodyache because a very long time i nvr exercise!! for this class you have to move alot and dance!! thats why my muscle pain now!! aww =(

When the module is end, remember the assignment or exam is still waiting for us!
hahaha, although lecturer given us lot of time but the youngster today are too busy so they usually burn midnight oil and did last minute work!! hahaha!! i will try my best to finish it all before xmas!!

But im here to thank you for everyone in kolej,
First, the lecturers - Mr. Mohan, Ms. Quah and Ms. Beh who really help us alot!! thanks for always be there for us to guide us, give opinion to us, listen to us, and make us learn so much thing.
Thank you for the staff, Celina, Tracy, Devi, Pauline and others which idk some of yr name, thank you for helping us so much... I gona miss all of you!!

Next year gona start working in talento, and my friends too..
Some of them found their job already!!
so all the best to all of us okay?!

I know the road is not easy to walk as a preschool teacher,
i believe there are many challenges waiting for us everyday.
But dont be afraid, have faith in ourselves!!
remember that the new challenges make us grow stronger everytime and we learn new things!
Always do remember im always here for all of you, keep in touch always ya!!!
<3

Im officially 19 years old!!! =)

2010-12-07T00:24:00.004+08:00

Ladies and gentleman, kanak kanak, uncle aunty!!
haha, im officially 19 years and 2 days old now xD

First of all, lets talk about on my big day that day what happen =)
i cried on the early morning of my big day!! because of some small thg happen btw me n my dear!! teehee!!
but now everythg is alright, no worries!!! that's all the 'present' he gave to me lor =P

Although its my big day but not public holiday,
so fyi, i need to teach mandarin tuition on every saturday, including dec4 also!! birthday so what?! haha
and im so lucky! i got a present from God which is non stop sneezing, ah chiu from morning till night!!!
thank you so much!!i appreciate it but no more next time!! teehee!!

My lovely friend Cindy Lee Pei Pei, she vry "wu xim", purposely wait me go to her shop d den only she went to pangkor with family!! she bought a cake for me and celebrate with the students at Melody,
thanks alot mummy! i appreciate it <3 and sorry that forget to take photo with you, but with your 2 bao bei princess also can la hor =P

After that, night time i celebrate with my family and boyfriend at Windmill...
the restaurant which i use to celebrate my every year birthday!!
thank you so much for my parents for giving me angpau, celebrate for me by bringing me go makan and bro bought me a cake!!

Although they kidding with me by saying i have melvin already so they no need to celebrate for me anymore!!
nawwhhh, unfair!! im the your spoiled and greedy daughter, so i still want you all to celebrate with me too!!
And dear, thank you for your present, i love the photo album!!! its cute!!
and thanks aunty elsa for giving me the present also =)

The next day which is sunday, Im having MMD class, so went to coll with a sick condition!!
Boyfriend fetch me to college! After class, he bring me to T-bowl to have our dinner!!!
Haha, recall back im so dumb that i dont get his meaning that he want bring me to the T-bowl restaurant, i thought he want me follow him to washroom pulak xD
We order some food, drinks and desserts! i would recommend u guys try the tomyam soup! its delicious!!!! thumb up for that!!! while the mushroom soup and a red colour drink wasss EWWWW!!!
hahaha... luckily i order a drink called puppy love which taste yummy!!! and the food was just nice!!
Both us eat until tummy big big, then we have a walk at pyramid, and we got some photo with the xmas deco at pyramid!!!
Ohh yaaa, he bought me 2 presents again, which is a dress and a hair band <3
Had a lovely night v him, thank you so much dear!

And on today, which is Monday!! having another celebration with my college friend!!
awww, really feel so surprise!! dear and all of them pakat together to gimme this surpriseeee!!!
hahaha, they really cre8 banyak banyak story to tipu me, congratulation!! this surprise is successful!!

thank you so much girls,will never forget u all giving me such a lovely night at Ole Ole Bali!!
Good friends of mine in college dika all these years and month, i will miss you girls... <3

thank you ahmad, kenneth, vincent too... they were also here to celebrate my birthday =)

oh ya, i love the dress!! its cute!! but i wondering isit suit for me ahh bcoz im lil short!! haha!! not yet try also!! thanks thanks thanks!!!

Hahaha, wondering what should i name for my birthday album?!

Trilogy of my 19th birthday?! hahaha celebrating in 3 days!!!

all yummy yummy food, so no doubt i put on weight !!!! but its worth!! once in a year ma adui!!!

diet?! talk about it later!! hahahas!

Im here to thanks my daddy, mummy, family members and my friends who celebrate for me, wish me thru text and fb or by calling me!!

I appreciate all the wishes!!!! <3 <3 <3

And thanks my dear, sorry for misunderstanding u!! aww, that day morning i really feel im not important in your heart... sorry for feeling lidat!! but as you know your dear me always think so much lar!!

I heart you always, thank you for doing so much for me!! <3 !! big hug and big kiss too =)

Alright, thats all about my birthday!! its time to go on my lovely bed!!!

Good night people, this week is a hectic week!! MMD drives all of us crazxy!!

tons of assignment!!! awww... good luck to all my MMD friends!!! Add oil =)

2010-12-01T18:16:00.003+08:00

When im lost, Buddha is the only person which i can talk with deep inside my heart....
the only person which i can look for help when im lost...
he isn't a person? he's my listener...
can you hear me now?

For this year birthday,
I dont want any celebration...
I dont want any present....
I dont want anything....

I guess im not greedy....
i only have a simple and small wish,

Im willing to do anything to exchange with this wish,
I wish my family member is safe...
we are always together happily...
share every sweet and joyful moment....

Dear Buddha,
If you can hear me... please fulfill my wish....
Thanks alot.... =)

Lost

2010-12-01T17:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes...
I don't want to suspect you...
I tried to ignore everything
I believe whatever you say...
You said you love us....

But your action...
make me wonder....
why do you persist?
isit go meet her?

There are so many question in my mind....
i tried my best to prevent....
you left without noticed....

Should i tell her?
Should i go check?
What should i do...

Im so lost....
Im worry whatever steps i take...
I will lost everything...

I realize... on this moment....
there's no one with me....
im alone.... all alone....

2010-11-25T11:54:00.001+08:00

I wont forget the second family i have in kcba....
I wont forget the way how i use to spend my sunday morning...
I wont forget the way how we use to laugh...

I wont forget the way how we use to play...
I wont forget the way how we use to act...
I wont forget the way how we use to learn...
I wont forget the way how we use to hug...
I wont forget the way how our teacher- Buddha taught us...
And... I wont forget all my family members in kcba!

I always think photo is the best method to keep our memories....
and songs too... thumb up for the 016camp song~ I will follow you, my dear Buddha

2010-11-24T12:16:00.002+08:00

I was searching for some photos....plan to do some collection....
But then i saw a love quote, which makes me recall back something about me n my love one...

"You told me i was pretty when i looked like a mess"

It makes me recall back to when the first i saw my dear in KCBA during wesak day?
that time we not yet fall in love, and then when go home he texted me and say that your hair look messy just now!
aww, seriously, im kinda mad of it... but that time he's just my friend.... a vry normal friend....
so i dont mind... hahas... he's not my bf so why i have to care my image infront of him...
but things are always not like what we expected!! now both us r in love =)

Then, another time, i really couldnt remember when... but i remember its at meru pasar mlm...
i think tat time is the time which my bag get rob by a robber.... den we meet in psr mlm...
and then, when i went home... he text me and tell me my hair was messy just now....
awwww.... and he ask me dont angry!! rofl.... why everytime he also comment my hair messy huh??!!
why others dint comment but him??!!!!

awwwww!!! hahas!! but that's me.... guess u just love the way im right...
and now... im still the messy 1... the naughty 1... the clumsy 1... the one u love the most 1...
heik heik... dont like?! gona bite yr KC =P

有时候...

2010-11-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

有时候，觉得我好像在你心里很重要，又好像不是很重要。。。
可能看法不一样还是什么。。。
所以我无理取闹。

有时候，看着你睡觉，我会觉得不开心。。。
也许觉得为什么不陪我，也许无聊的看戏，也许无聊的谈天，也许无聊的跟你玩。。。还是闷了？ hehehe.....
我明白你累。。。可是我还是一滴滴的不开心。。。一滴滴而已lor！

有时候，被你取笑，我并不在乎你笑。。。
可是我并不想在你眼中什么都是笨笨的。。。
因为我还怕那些缺点会让我失去你。。。
我不想让那些东西成为让你一天说不要我的借口。。。

有时候，希望你会吃一点点的醋。。。
哪里知道你叫我找别人帮忙。。。
我就发脾气啦，因为想你帮我吗！
你是我最依赖的人eh！

没关系。。。我自己可以找啊！
不是任性。。而是不想麻烦别人。。。

有时候，会做一些奇怪的事情测试你。。。
因为想要知道你在乎你曾经对我的诺言吗。。。
很害怕你慢慢地把它们忘记。。。
然后我也忘记了。。。

当你看到时，别担心。。。
我还是很爱你的。。。
只是想要写下来。。。因为很难开口。。。
眼泪一定会不断地流。。。
所以现在你知道啦！
不然你以为我整天无理取闹发脾气啊
heik heik =P 有原因的oh!

Lastly!! VERY IMPORTANT POINT -
要记得我们的agreement ha!!! I WARN U!!! =)

2010-11-10T23:15:00.001+08:00

Learned a quote from caryn yeo !!!!!!!!!!!
a good fren of mine who went to NZ and never tell me!!! hergh!!!
hahaha... btw, she's back now!!! msn with her now!!!! updating our life!!!
and im going to spank her ass when i see her!!!!!!! heik heik !!!!!

She said "never ask how, only ask yes/no"
if u've decided and u want it, never ask how to do it
if u wan it bad enough, u will find a way
theres no such thing that cannot be done
as long as u r commited

Its true!
I got it babe!
Thanks alot!
And i really miss u la!!!
Lets hang out and you know what?
just now i go thru yr fb and i try to find our pictures(me n u only)
tetapi ilek! soo .......... next time shuld take more self loving photo v u!
Teehee =) nice photo you hv >>>> CUTE! XD

Horoscope

2010-11-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

Im not superstitious,
but actually i believe in horoscope. of course not 100%
but I took it as a reference, and i found out some of the characteristic mentioned in the horoscope is matches with my own personality.

I always think that im a 99% sagittarius girl!!
I just love the way im!! =)

Teehee, recently facebook is on the trend with horoscope video,
most of my fren is posting the video, you guys can have a look. Its cute!
and i found this post at facebook, i only read mine horoscope but if you want to know about your own horoscope. Please refer this link:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Ai-mui/171355902880141#!/note.php?note_id=108033322597638&id=100000799617150

Pls take attention on the words i bold!! ;)

射手座

代表人物：《eva》明日香

射手座对自己在意的人，形式上可能很随意，心里其实是重视的。射手座最讨厌条条框框，想来就来，想走就走。射手座最不擅长收拾残局，有虎头蛇尾的嫌疑。射手座认为承诺意味着责任，会使她们崇尚的“自由”受到侵犯。有趣的现象是，射手座在现实生活中，上班，有家庭，未必真的很自由，她们在人际交往中尤其需要“让她们自由的感觉”，她们会做出很多强烈的反应，来证明自己是自由的，不惜以离开、或者警告对方为代价。普通的星座分析，认为射手座的人花心。

其实射手座的人喜欢交朋友，她们往往分不清友谊与爱情的差异，重视朋友的射手座时常会跟异性朋友擦出火花，因为射手座的观念是，若是谈爱情，咱们首先得是朋友。在模糊概念之下发展出来的“爱情”如果令她们失望，她们毫不犹豫选择放弃，再交其她的异性朋友，于是人们看见的只是射手座的表面。

射手座喜欢对方，会邀请很多朋友在一起玩，唱卡拉OK，她希望自己喜欢的人能跟她一起享受呼朋唤友、热热闹闹的乐趣。假如一个射手没有单独邀请你，并不代表她对你没好感。射手座喜欢把自己的快乐和小秘密，跟要好的“死党”分享。射手座的生活和社交，是很难独立存在的。但当你问一个射手，你问得越多，她越反感，越是不告诉你，她的不告诉跟天蝎座注重隐私不同，只是追问让她感觉不自由。我就是我，自由自在的我，是射手座的座右铭。射手座天生的“猎人”，不吝惜使用身体语言，略显佻达。射手座在人际交往上，特别善于发觉对方的优点，尤其对于年轻的射手座而言，同时周旋在几个异性之间是再正常不过的事。

射手座外热内冷。射手的内心相当理智。与天蝎座类似之处，是射手座的直觉和观察能力。射手座外表大大咧咧，其实她一边跟你漫不经心的谈话，一边在用余光和眼神暗暗揣摩你。当你不是她倾心的类型，她有本事丝毫不让你察觉和尴尬地继续和你保持“朋友”关系。

射手座出现的场合通常是朋友聚会、卡拉OK、户外登山等人很多的地方。她们给人的印象总是花心和不可靠，却最容易陷入寻寻觅觅的孤独境地。射手遇见自己真正喜欢的人，其实是相当沉默和安静的。她们天生不安分的灵魂，害怕为了某个人而停留，害怕为了所谓爱情失去至为宝贵的自由，所以她们在与喜欢的人愉悦交往时，会突然消失的无影无踪。她们往往利用这个时间，静静的思考，也是在考察自己对象的反应。

射手座喜欢制造快乐，喜欢轻松的交往。自己的烦恼和不愉快的事，不愿意带给别人，典型的“把悲伤留给自己”。人们对射手的印象是很快乐，很没心没肺，不需要任何安慰。其实射手的内心很脆弱，在人群散去之后，害怕孤独的射手总是最孤独的那一个。 射手在塔罗里对应的是“节制”，意思是追求平衡，拒绝任何极端的事物和感情，她象一缕和煦的清风，自由自在的飘荡。 射手珍惜的人，喜欢的人，会终生认定对方，包容对方的缺点，善良的射手总是为自己找到更多原谅对方的理由。你会经常发现一个射手，仿佛对曾经交往的不快忘得一干二净，继续把快乐带给你。其实射手心里很受伤，她的天性是快乐和坚强，珍惜和包容。

射手座真正爱一个人，是一生一世的，会变得不再象射手(true true =) ，即使她们不能与自己所爱的人在一起，也会默默地祝福对方，能看到自己爱的人快乐，是射手最大的心愿。射手座的内心象个孩子，天真活泼。她们调皮，她们看上去不可靠，她们天马形空，今天在这，明天在那。她们仿佛不需要任何人惦记，她们不喜欢承诺和任何形式上的规则，她们不给人安全感，她们自大，她们从来吝于说甜言蜜语。有意思的是，被射手喜欢的人，都会认为射手根本不在乎自己，甚至讨厌自己。

射手，这是你们最大的悲哀！外表快乐的射手，注定是孤独的。她们始终在寻觅真正的知己，她们喜欢内心坚强、成熟的人，她们最需要朋友的挂念和关心，她们需要别人给她们安全感，她们更需要别人的承诺，她们需要喜欢的人说甜言密语。 当你做了这一切，射手就会很感动，从心里认定你这个朋友。可是她们不善于表达，任何有关承诺和定位的言语，都休想从射手嘴里吐出来。她们会做给你看。 被射手认定的朋友，是幸福的。被射手爱上的人，更是幸福的。

2010-11-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

最近不知道为什么喜欢用华语来写blog
也许比较好表达自己的心情？
还是要适应明年的工作环境？
真的不知道，就是随着自己的心情

对了，我找到工作了
在Tmn Chi Leung 的才能幼儿园当幼教老师。。
上班时间 8点到6点。。。
那边应该是不错学习的地方。。。
明年正式开始。。。
所以有在计划自己买车。。。

人长大了，
真的有很多事情要烦。。。
出来社会工作更烦。。。
没有钱更加烦。。。
这个社会就是那么的现实。。。
所以我需要钱钱钱！

有时候啊，我觉得。。。。

自己有时真的不是想象中那么坚强，
自己有时真的不是大人口中的小孩，
我真的有考虑到你们所说的东西，
我也知道自己很好胜。。。

就是因为这一点，
我不想凡事依赖别人，
因为受不了闲言闲语
可是自己的眼泪总是不争气的落下当听到别人的批评。。。

总是告诉自己
那是让自己进步的动力。。。

可是，
当跟自己的亲人谈到时，
眼泪总会不知觉留下。。。

也许因为忍了很久。。。

眼泪就像跷跷板，
就算经得起风吹雨打，
可是当有人来玩时，
它就会不断地摇啊摇。。。
就像眼泪流啊流。。。
让人所有的不快乐都摇出来

的确，哭了过后比较舒服。。。
因为强忍在心里已久的东西，
终于出来了。。。
这样才不会中忧郁症
=P

我啊我。。。
还是那个我。。。
只是想要学会不要那么容易流泪。。。
不想做个哭宝宝。。。

2010-11-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

很烦lea!!!

2010-11-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

我只是想你了
应该又再耍脾气了
应该又再任性了
应该又再想很多了
虽然不知道在想什么

你会原谅我的任性吗?
对不起啊
我知道整天说那些任性的话
伤害了你
可是你应该知道的
那些都是反话

我还是依然那么的爱你
别想逃啦！
嘻嘻
=P

2010-10-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

Photo is always the best way to keep our memories....
This is the reason why i like to take photo...
There are many memories flash back as i view every single photo in my photo album, friend's blog and etc.....
There are many people, many things, many places, many foods, and the old time i miss!
I miss those happy memories which i had gone through with my dearest friends and family!! YIPPIE!!
I will appreciate and keep all these memories deep inside my heart, and i will read it once again when im free....

100th day anniversary

2010-10-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

Mr Tee Chin Tsen,

I still heart u always...

thanks for the day!

i hope u love it!

and remember our agreement!

teehee =)

joke of the day!

2010-10-18T13:28:00.000+08:00

well, just now im lil emo, but after i read an email forward by teacher Wendy.
my mood turns good =) hahaha.... so i share it here with my friends!

Ah Hua's ( China girl) Interview - Joke of the day!

Ah Hua went for a job interview to be a secretary.

When the manager saw Ah Hua's colorful attire and gold, white-highlighted hair, his mind is screaming, 'NOT THIS WOMAN!!!'. so chekai.
Nevertheless, he still had to interview Ah Hua.

So he told Ah Hua, 'If you can form a sentence using the words that I give you, then I will give you a chance! The words are ,PINK,
YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE ,PURPLE and BLACK>.'

Ah Hua thought for a while and said,

'I hear the phone GREEN , GREEN , GREEN, then I go and PINK up the phone, I say YELLOW..... BLUE's that?
WHITE did you say?

Aiyah, wrong numberlah.....Don't PURPLELY disturb people and don't call BLACK, ok? Kum Siah.

The manager fainted....

失落

2010-10-18T09:54:00.000+08:00

有一种说不出的失落感。。。

也许是时候适应了。。。

2010-10-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

There are so many things came across my mind..........

make me so frustrated recently..........

what should i do after my diploma i wonder?

where should i further my studies? NZ? AUSSIE? SP? LOCAL?

im seem like still on the slow pace,

i wonder why everyone so fast make up their mind?

am i slow?

or??????????????????????????????

A BIG QUESTION MARK ON MY MIND !!!!!!

WHERE SHOULD I GO

my future is stress up my mind right now.....

arghhhhh....

emo 99

the bad dream

2010-09-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

Had a bad dream yday night...

I couldn't imagine what will happen if 1 day you leave me alone here...

I couldn't imagine the feeling when you're gone...

I am so scare...

Even though it is just a dream...

but it make me stay awake in the midnight....

How do i live without you...

I dont want to know...

On this moment,

I just wanna stay close with you

forever & ever!

The holiday!

2010-09-11T23:34:00.001+08:00

Last 2 week was totally stress week for me bcoz im taking the intensive class, and i hv to go temple help out every night...
Its reli tiring, imagine every night help out til 11 sth and i need to rush my presentation, report and etc....
totally sleepless week!!!
But finally its over ! yippie =)
Wana thx my bf who purposely fetch me go and back to coll, he accompany me and help out and temple every night !!! although its tired, but i feel sweet!! thank you dear!! muax muax !! xin ku ni la <3

my handsome dear who acc me at temple!

After the YCT class, went for my dearest fren pinshin farewell which organized at wei may house!
and she is left now... my good friend which i know since form1 till now...
Although there are many things happen in btw all these years, and we seldom meet up and chat...
but i will always remember u and do keep in touch v me ya girl! muax muax too =)

Shin & me when f5, girl.. take gd care of yrself lo!!

Then im officially enjoy my holiday !! yippie =)
but im a lil sick because of the running nose, and same to mr mel =) bwahaha!
but who cares! cont. rock the holiday =P
on fri which is the raya, bf and my family went for a 1 day trip to celebrate NEW year =)
we went to sepang gold coast, morib and tanjung sepat...
woohoo.. thats freaking fun! but vry tired and my tummy grow bigger bcoz we eat non stop!

haha! bf n me!! im try not to laugh.. LOL

and 2day.. went to empire gallery with dear =)
ngek ngek... bought a present for jesslene at toyrus den have our lunch at the loaf!
den we went to ttee hse, hv a great time with them...
our friend really vry funny, miss the time we always gather together and joke around!
looking forward for our pd trip!!

i just love holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shake shake!!!!

Hope it's not true

2010-08-31T09:49:00.001+08:00

It should be a happy family day...
but i couldnt be happy
tears drop out from my eyes and heart...

Im afraid of something...
There are many things in my mind
Maybe i think too much...
But there are too many things make me suspect on you...
So please prove to me im wrong.. i worry too much.. i think too much..

Remember every single word you say to me?
Remember the role you play on?
Please dont make me lost trust on you...
U r 1 of the person i love the most in my life...
Dont dissapoint me....plsssss.....

Letter for him

2010-08-26T12:43:00.000+08:00

Saw a quote at facebook which i think very funny but meaningful and i want to officially inform him !!

To Mr. Melvin Tee Chin Tsen,

我们只有一个地球，所以你要爱护地球；

地球上只有一个我，所以你也要爱护我！

From,

Your Dear =)

London Bridge is Falling down

2010-08-25T16:33:00.003+08:00

Isis Lee is feeling down...

hate herself... hate herself...

hate herself being so careless...

she hate herself !!!!!!!

[sing it with london bridge tune]

=(((

2010-08-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

Cut short my hair =)

look fresh n younger huh?

but....

still miss my long hair!!

pray hard that my hair grow fasterrrrrr

2010-08-02T20:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes there are just many thing not in the right track...
Things and people are not always like what i hope...
They keep changing and unpredictable...
Including myself...
But im glad that i have u...

I know im not a good girlfriend...

Get moody easily, being stubborn and always temper tantrum
But thank you always stay by my side tolerate with me...
Make me smile when i feel bad...
i know sometimes i should not think so much...
but that just me... i couldnt control...
maybe i should not expect too much...

Cross my heart...
promise that i will not think so much...
And still...
Heart u always
<3

2010-07-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

As usual...

Still coulnt stop the smile on my face...

will never forget 2day

16th July 2010

Thanks for suprising me...

I heart u
<3

2010-07-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

Everyday i thought of you and smiled

Can we make this dream last forever??

confusing ~

2010-06-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

Sigh!

Im confusing all the time

Left or right

Right or left

Lao hu, lao shu, sha sha fen bu qing chu ~

isis lee is confusing again!

Sometimes i just wish i could read your mind...

Unlucky day~

2010-06-11T12:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was so unlucky..
things that always happened on others and i always get to know from newspaper...
finally happen on me =(

My lonsdale bag being rob by a fellow which i dont know is indian, malay or chinese
im walking alone back to ahma hse on that time and tat idiot come from behind n pull my bag!
so i fell down! when i stand up he already gone! darn it!
and my bag gone dee T_T

Luckly i didnt get injure, my ic & license and phone still v me =)
just my ass vry pain nw! aand anddd
my polo purple spec, my bottle, my ear phone, my pendrive, my lecture notes and my nokia phone all gone!

STUPID IDIOT ROBBER I FREAKING HATE U !!!!!!!!
u make me have to make a new spec, u make me lost my lecture notes and i have to photostat all over again..
all the notes i jot down all gone and i have to do it all over again? wtf!

Seriously this incident scared me...
crying non stop!! & yday i have nightmare bout the incident again.. sigh sigh sigh!

Anyway..
I will take it as a lesson..
nex time i will be more careful...
& thx buddha for blessing me bcoz im reli lucky tat im save and didnt get hurt...
and those important documents are with me.. phew!

KNS STUPID IDIOT BUSTARD ROBBER !!! WATCH OUT !!!
ONE DAY U WILL GET CAUGHT BY POLICE !!
U ARE NOT TAT LUCKY EVERYTIME !! CURSE U !!

Great day with her

2010-06-06T18:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday suppose go cherating with my coll fren...

end up dint go due to my period came and its vry troublesome!

so decided to stay at home grow mushroom~
Luckily my bestie she is back from kl, so we meet up n went to aeon for shopping!

She wana buy something for her loves one...

so i just accompany her...

Be her loves one reli vry HANG FUK...

i also wannnn....

NIKE U VRY HANG FUK !!

Since we go to coll..

i think we never had a great chat like yday...

bcoz everytime the time we meet is short !

Yday..we sit in an ice shop eat ice, n chat for 2 hours...

we talk alot... and i realize even though long time we nvr meet up

but we still got many things to talk...

bout our love, friendship, family, dream, gossips and wateva!

Had a great day with her...

Thx babe...

U always pull me back on the right path when im lost... hahaha

She said: 当你失去理智的时候，找我，我就会帮你找回你的理智!

its true...

this week something happen so make me kinda emo...

& tot of go cherating to relax but end up period ruin my plan!

So luckily u're here to cheer me!

Babe do appreciate yr loves one...

and dont forget im always by yr side to support u...

no matter what decision u make okay?

After yday i think we are hardly to meet again but im looking forward for the nex gathering!

remember! nex time ask shulin com out too ;)

lov lov lov u！

谢谢

2010-05-31T17:31:00.000+08:00

谢谢你们让我知道我做了对的选择

谢谢你们让我知道我会遇到更好的

谢谢你们的支持，安慰，与一路来的陪伴

因为你们...

让我相信我是值得被真心对待的

2010-05-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

It's correct...
Even if you could, put the shattered pieces back together,
you could never replace what was once inside the bottle...

What happen is happened...
We will never know what will be happen in the future...
I just know now im in the right path...
so just keep moving on...

and...
thanks someone who always make me smile on my worst day...
u r the best medicine for me =)

2010-05-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

A simple sentence, a simple question, a simple message...
i waited for so long since last time...
and i had already gave up...

i never thought of it will come back to me...
but now it's back to me once again...
when u ask me....

i thought it will never influence me...
i thought i can hide away all the feelings...
but my heart never tell lies...

no matter how i run away...
how hard i try to deny...
im back to the same point...

i realise i never change...
im still the same...

but...
im doubting...
im wondering...
im scared...
can i trust you once again?

Hot hot trip !

2010-05-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

Had a great day with all my loves one...
haha... so is like finally ON for our mini class trip again and this time my dear lover did join me!!
PEY YUH!!!!! hahaha... i am not light bulb anymore?!!! XD

Thanks for BJX and AHMAD fetch us there !
especially bjx the one who lead! jasa besarnya!
haha... XIN KU NI LE ~ XD

&&&!!
Thanks ap's parents! treat us makan lunch and durian nya... =)
tenkiu uncle and auntie ~ yum yum!

Its worth to wake up at 545am...
Its worth to get sunburn...
Its worth to sweat...
& its worth to go again...

I enjoyed ~
so i hope they enjoy it too =)

Still love the blue sky and blue sea...
just love it... dont ask me why...

Its 3rd time going there... with different people everytime...
i believe will still go again... and with different people again!!
YEEHA =)

2010-05-15T11:31:00.001+08:00

There are some peoples i had forget recently..

So is like finally...

Isn't they are not important for me anymore?

My life will still go on without you...

& now...

There are many plans in my mind..

There are tons of thing i wanted to do..

I hope the time would slow down and wait for me..

I need a guiding star...

I'm lost again...

Finally...

2010-05-07T10:57:00.002+08:00

下一站，幸福 ♥

Super Duper Nice !!!

Love Ren Guang Xi

Love Liang Mu Chen

Love Xiao Le

Love Hua Tuo Ye

Love all the songs in the movie

Love the story line

Love the scenery

Love everything of autumn concerto

wink* ;)

♥ 米修，米修 ♥

A day with mr. chon

2010-05-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hang out with mr. eric chon at pyramid 2day...
because he need to buy pants to go Redang ;)

Both of us feel very sleepy and we keep blaming each other~ XD
wat a good "boyfren".. ask his "galfren" take ktm go find him ...
and he blame me come so early !!!
so both of us reach pyramid at 10am and we got no idea what to do...

We hang around and we go pizza hut take our brunch!!
so so so full due to him order meal 3 !
then we went to watch IP MAN 2 ~~ ngek ngek...
is a nice movie... but feel sleepy in the cinema~

After the mv, we went to buy pants at a shop and i got no idea whats da name...
choosing the pants for freaking long time... haha... now oni i noe he's a low profile person XP
finally we choose 2 pants...
and he buy me a dress ! wink wink* because we had a bet laz time ~ thanks !

Then then we went to snowflake makan!
i always kacau him to bring me go ther... and he always said that i will gain weight if i eat those dessert!
thank you for still bring me go ther makan bcoz its freakin jam to go ther ~
and and... i got no idea why everytime when i go snowflake eat sure rain geh?
not going to care bout it... eric order the green tea new flavor and i had order the tauhu fa!!
hohoho...yum yum!! <3 it <3 it...
gona tell pey yuh the new green tea flavor is nice!
lets try it nex time ~~ ;)

After that, he fetch me go back home =)
thanks!
and i dint bring u go HOLLAND rite?

had a great chat v him...
had a great day v him...
feel glad that after so many years... we r still close to each other...
thx god still bring this good fren back to me after the incident happened...

although sometimes he's noty... he's horny XD
but he is a reli reli reli good man and good frenz~
and i always do appreciate him and trust him deeply in my heart!
cant imagine nex time when he wana go US.. i gona miss him badly =(

Hey dude!
remember what eva u do...
no matter what happen...
i will by ur side supporting u!
cross my heart <3
=)

2010-05-05T07:56:00.000+08:00

wishing the plan could go on...

2010-05-05T07:52:00.001+08:00

Deng deng...
Yday went to eng ann facial and cut my hair...
awww.. its painful for the facial !! now my face bit reddish due to the pimples =(
Bye bye my long and grassy hair !! but act. is nt much diff.. XD

& & &!!
watch autumn concerto until episode 6 deee...
the cute lil xiao le not appear yet!!!
seriously i love vanness in the movie....hahaha!
im falling for him XD

下一站，幸福 ♥

2010-05-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

Isis Lee is

下一站，幸福 - ING

♥ it

=)

Free!!!!!

2010-05-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yippieeee...................... HOORAAYYYYYY
Isis lee is free from now!! *jumps* =)
& pei! dis is the photo i tel u my old bean post at the nikon forum.. seriously bit like flying pig la!! XD

haha... she is nt goin to care bout the SHN paper although she had screw it up...
she just wana have fun and relax right now...
she have so many things want to do right now...
she wana sleep...
she wana clean her room...
she wana go facial..
she wana watch autumn concerto...
she wana prepare games for charity fair...
she wana go jogging...
she wana look for cheap flight to spore...
and so on... will update u guys if any plan else kay?!

*winks winks*
i promise i will sleep early start from tmr! mark my words XD

2010-05-01T21:31:00.001+08:00

I smile this time...
while i listening to kiss the rain...
a song that i told u made me cry yesterday but i still like it...
a song u that u said noob and sux and makes u feel sleepy...
but u still download for me...
A lil thing that makes me feel warm and sweet ~
Thanks, u know who u r ~
<3

Kiss the rain ~

2010-05-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

Listening to kiss the rain...
tears drop down...
dear ask me not to cry ... else no waffle for me..
i try to bear the tears.. but end up its still drop..

It doesnt mean anything for me i think...
i think too much... im always lidat...
sigh ~

<3 dis song when i heard cindy's uncle play it...
feel like want to learn? haha..its one of my plan... gimme 2 years XD

Yat yu gam wa... my dear aipei suggest me chg target...
haha.. nw my heart is oni u my dear =) so pls buy me waffle and snowflake
heart u foreva! XP

& iris called me..she said: dis saturday we will nose bleed 2 times.. hahaha
morning see SHN paper bleed.. afternoon PST terus pi po pi po rite?
hahahaha...
no idea no idea.. 1st time feel so lost during exam time.... wish us luck la ~

And my stomach pain pain pain pain dis few days...
=(

HOT

2010-04-29T17:53:00.006+08:00

HOT HOT HOT!!
IM FREAKIN HOT!!
THE WEATHER MAKE ME HOT!!
AWWW!!!

DUDUK DI KERUSI JUGA BOLEH BERASA SAYA PUNYA BUTT SEDANG SWEAT LA !!!
APA LA NI......... ><

Was chatting v cindy mama jz nw...
hahaha... poor lil mama lost her assignment file in the pendrive...
now she have to redo again... wish u luck ya babe!
and we are talking about assignment.. due to my laziness.. i type assignment = ass..
then she tel me "my ass is very hard" !!
yea.. our ass is freaking hard and now cindy's ass is lost ! w00ts XD

Well.. although im done with the ass.. bt i stil nt yet print in out
stil slacking the whole day.. need someone to motivate me !
and i got no idea why i feel hard to breath dis few day... oh oh?

& & & & !!!!!
LOW THUAN TEE !!!!!!!
WHERE ARE YOU ???????
MIA in this 2 days... let bad ppl catch go d huh?
or u go find ur gal for dating??
XD pls pm me when u c my blog or message or wateva!
i miss u le bcoz i wan u 2 play dao dai for me oni!

im so envy my fren.. eric and tarc frens finished their exam!
and me....... stil got exam on dis sun!!!
due to the sam din ha lecturer.. i hv to study the whole stack of notes
HELL!!!! wish my brain is big enough to store those notes into my mind!

Im wondering who is the one u missing officially...?

2010-04-29T17:42:00.003+08:00

Happie Birthday my dearest Mummy ~~~
U r the best mum in the world...
although im stubborn sometimes...
didnt listen to u...
sometimes quarrel v u..
sometimes make u get angry...
sometimes make u be the middle in the person btw dad and me..
sometimes laugh u are fat XD
But pls always do remember i love you always...
and u r the most pretty woman in my life
no one else can replace u <3

2010-04-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

Where are eu?
i have been missing eu lately...
know u're busy... but somehow just feel the distance gettin further...
no idea v it... gals always tink lotsa !

but in this month...
i go back to the past again...
doing something that i noe its wrong but i still keep repeat it....
sigh... no idea v myself.... some1 pls scold me?
guess i will get rid off it... times heal everything?

Miss those days receive morning message from eu?
Those messages reli cheer me up... and i cant forget the smile on my face everyday!
I reli miss it ! sigh ~
i hope eu r doing well in ur exam! all the best~

& im having exam on dis sunday..
assignment not yet done........
awww... frens r havin holiday bt i need to do assignment and study for SHN and PST!!!
DARN IT !
dis sem is freakin hard bcoz no tips at all..
lee aipei! lets burn the notes n drink it!!!!!
wish me luck.....rofl ~
cant w8 for may2 to over..... wanted to do many thg!!!!!!!

I hv some plan to do...
affect by my bradder low ttee... i should do something to improve myself la...
shouldn't be slacking anymore! ;)

btw.. thx for teng for advicing me... hahaha.... i think i will keep my promise this time... promise eu!
thx for ttee low... make a promise to me that he wil play dao dai for me? i wont emo but pls faster go practice la.. im impatient!!!!
thx for other frens.. sorry if i didnt mention u guys name but reli thx and glad to have u all support me all the time <3

I guess i learn to be strong this time...
I just need more time...
haha... no worry~
my life will be still going on !!
shake shake =)

I love her

2010-04-12T18:59:00.001+08:00

Seriously..
dis lil baby gurl photo made my day...
haha.. she is very cute...
i cant stop fall in love with her...
<3 u baby ! pinch*

不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’ 请别脱她的 ‘内衣’..

2010-04-12T16:35:00.001+08:00

read this from caryn's blog
feel its true and meaningful...
guys should read it ~

“拥抱睡觉不做爱那么这个男人是真的爱她...”
偶尔和朋友闲谈，谈到爱谈到性，
他说他在网上看到这样一句话，“拥抱睡觉不做爱”。
我说 “如果是你，你能做到吗？”，他说 “ 能”，
我，笑怎么能，真的能吗？
如果能，他就不会和别人刚恋爱就上床，刚上床就分手了，呵呵。。。

他告诉我世界上没有爱情，爱只不过是对依恋和习惯的一种修饰因为寂寞才恋爱！
不聊了，话题结束，有些事是不适宜深聊下去的。
回到家，却还一直想着这句话，
我问妈妈“一个人在一切条件都具备的情况下，
可能和自己心爱的人‘拥抱睡觉不做爱吗？’
”妈说:"能"，我问:"有可能控制得住吗，那他还算男人吗?!"
时间突然停滞了几秒,妈妈转过头和我说 "...那才是真男人..."

想到了一篇文章。。。
和最爱的人在一起一定要做的十件事！
其中有一条就是 : 抱着她睡觉,但什么也不做！
什么是真爱?

爱不是性不是欲不是占有
如果你真的爱她,你想的不是怎么去占有她的身体,
而是会很小心翼翼的保护她,不让她受一点伤害,
哪怕是自己可能给的,也不可以！

只有出于真爱，你才能真正的设身处地的为她着想。
你才会在做每件事情前考虑到这么做会给她带来什么后果,
而不是简单的想着快感,想着占有,想着满足。

读了一篇散文，觉得有一段写的特别美：
"还记得那年暑假的一个晚上,我们坐在小镇河边的公园里,
傻傻的聊到凌晨3点,现在想起来心里总觉得那时侯特别美好,
在那棵桃树下，雨淅沥沥的下着,我们牵着手,我的手心里全是汗水,
但我舍不得放开,我想就这样一直牵下去,雨水淋湿了你的衬衫,
不经意间我隐约看见你湿透的胸口在夜色中象树上含苞欲放的桃花一样,
那时候我真想抱紧你,深深的吻着你,但是我没敢,是我没有勇气,
但我并没有后悔,因为那些美好的情节,
那段朦胧的初恋将永远永远地印在我的心上" ... ...

看到这里你的心中是否也有涌起一丝丝悸动?
是否也想到了一些事? 是否也想起了某个人? 我相信真爱,但我只相信一次！
任何人都是这样,心底总有一个永远也忘不了的她,那些清涩的故事,那些傻傻的举动。。。
一旦那份至珍的感情结束了,人就变了,变的无所谓了,
变的世俗了,变的圆滑了,变的不再相信什么狗屁爱情了,
你还会像对待初恋女友那样,小心翼翼的保护着她的第一次吗?!

一次次的控制着自己挑战自己的自制力吗?
不会的,有那个必要吗? 甩了钱,一夜情有的是,做爱其实是件很廉价的事情,
如果你把它的实质只当一种情感的发泄,那它比你给的价钱更廉价,一分钱都不值！
如果你不爱她,大可不用考虑那么多,拍拍屁股走人呗,管她那么多,
愿意负责任,我负,不愿意负,我走人 .没有处男膜吧,呵呵。。反正我不损失什么。
女人就是衣服,随便换,天凉快的时候,我都可以不穿,有了钱有了权还怕没女人吗？
如果一个男人这样想了,是的,也许他可以拥有一切,但是---- 却永远无法拥有真爱了！
和每个人一样,也一定有一个女人住在他内心最深处,
只不过却也只能住在他自己的回忆中了,坐在一堆钱上的回忆中了 ... ...

真爱来的不容易
我们还年轻有些事情不是我们该享受的,我们也承担不起请珍惜,爱护身边的她
我们还年轻,学生时代的爱情相对于物欲横流的复杂社会是最真最纯的了，
如果你真的拥有了一份真爱，爱是寂寞撒的慌。
当你们相爱时，一定慢一点上床，别以为脱了裤子就是爱！
如果这样都是爱，那么扣上皮带也就该拜拜。
做爱容易说爱难~！每个人都有初恋，初恋结婚成功率仅为千分之三！

当下大多男人会在婚前有过性行为，然而和你发生关系的女孩子成为你的新娘了吗？
没有？！冲动的惩罚更多的来自于女孩子，怀孕、流产、痛苦、伤心......
当你拥着心爱的女孩子的时候，你有没有想过，当有一天你离开她的时候，
你还能坦然的告诉自己，我曾经是爱她的，她是完整的。我给了她完整的爱？！
当你拥着初恋心爱的女孩儿的时候，望着眼前美丽的胴体，你有没有想过，
当有一天你结婚的时候，你心爱的女孩子告诉你，曾经她有过... ...
你会坦然的面对她，告诉她，没关系，你依然是我今生最美的新娘？！

而当你想起曾经的你的她的时候，你是那么爱她，而你没能给她穿上嫁衣，
你却得到了女孩儿最珍贵的东西，你能没有一丝愧疚吗？
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易解开你心爱女孩儿的衣服，
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易忘了你曾经的承诺！
如果你真心爱着她，请给她安全的臂弯，给她依靠！
如果你真心爱着她，请善待你们的每一天，让她幸福，让你们开心。

如果有一天，你将独自迎来日出和日落；
如果有一天，你的视线里再也找不到曾经的她的影子。
你却依然可以在你的天空里祝福远方的她过得幸福！
因为，你给了她完整的爱！！！！！

有句话：如果你不能给她穿上嫁衣，请停下脱她衣服的手 ...

from: http://www.facebook.com/notes/fen-xiang-sharing/bu-neng-wei-ta-chuan-shang-jia-yi-qing-bie-tuo-ta-de-nei-yi/396569952136

Worried

2010-04-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

Its start to pain again...
& aint feeling good...
pls dont come back to me again...
im reli enough of it...
NOT AGAIN PLS !!!!!!
im reli reli reli tired deee....
im nt tat brave to face another challenge again !!!!!!

I promise...
slp early...
no tension...
no emo... nt guarantee =P
and i promise will care of my food intake ;)

Just as long as dont come back to me again...
Plsssss!

it's my fault...

2010-04-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

yea is my fault...
whatever i did also wrong...
guess im nt belongs to here...
leave me alone...

far away ~

2010-03-31T22:48:00.003+08:00

copy mel's quote...
our distance seems like getting further... but we nvr close b4...
rofl.. it seems lik suit me more when he said tat...
his situation is getting closer and making ppl envy ~ rofl ~

its gettin further...
and i dont know why...
should i just let it fade away...
or? any idea?

2nd time.. cried.. because of eu..
and dis time.. because.. i miss eu badly i tink~

2day gt no star in the sky.. even the moon cnt be see clearly..
but there's a star in my heart...
and i guess the star will fade away soon?

should i go bac to the past?

doubt with myself..

2010-03-19T10:58:00.004+08:00

Wondering...
why ppl always be greedy?
im start to being greedy.. especially in relationship...

Start to want more from you...
start to feel tired...
start bein lazy to guess...
wut iris say is correct.. im always get stuck in this type of relationship...

Guess im tat type of gal tat when i love someone...
my whole world is bout him... other than him... i cnt c others...
so mayb bcoz of dis... i hurt somebody...
im nt a good gal i guess...
Sorry~

But somehow i feel lik wan2 settle down dee...
bcoz wat i hv been thru i feel its hurt enough...
i just wan to find a shoulder that will always be ther for me whenever or wherever i need him...

wondering what should i do nex step?
doubt v my own heart...

tears drop down when i chattin v u..
i noe u r nt serious... bt i jz couldnt stop it...
i miss u badly~

我想到的人是你~

2010-03-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

我没有很想你我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
我没有很想你我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
我没有很想你我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光
我没有很想你我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么
我没有很想你我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们
我没有很想你我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好
我没有很想你我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊
我没有很想你我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白
我没有很想你我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音
我没有很想你我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话
我没有很想你我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安
我没有很想你我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着
我没有很想你我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人
你知道我有多想你吗？？=)

2010-03-13T09:29:00.002+08:00

Mood being affect by someone and somebody from yday til nw....

Moody because there are some person in this world are weird!
so we called them *weirdo*

Then get scolded again... coz hang out too late?
11pm consider as vry late for me... even cinderella can stay til 12pm...
me? HAHAHA ==

Happy because of u... and hang out v my buddies...
Thanks ~ =) love u guyz ~~

Its a half mood dayzz ~

2010-03-09T20:30:00.001+08:00

Feel bad...
Finally I changed it...
But i dont know whether i can stop it not...
My heart and my brain telling me different thgs...
Once again...
Ask myself why hesitate?
Tears drop down...

Ask my heart..
dont ask me...
=(

Where u go...
do u know...
i need u rite now...

Pretty boy

2010-03-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

I used to write your name
I'll put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

Noe wut..
while im listening to this song..
U're in my mind..
& i cant stop the smile on my face..
<3

Last minute ~

2010-03-05T23:45:00.004+08:00

Tmr PDM exam..
due to last min attitude again..
torturing myself to study til midnite..
try to put everythg in my mind in 1 nite?
mom nagging.. aww..
although i felt regret.. but everytime i still repeat the same thg..
guess this is a life for student lik ME !! XD

Whatever..
my eyes are going to close soon... lazy gurl gona bed =)
wish me luck tmr in my exam and my tuition class..

IM NERVOUS !!
WONDERING WHO CREATED EXAM HA !! KILL U * bish bish *

Thanks for supporting me ...
Feel sweet ~ Lovez <3

say WOO HOO !

2010-03-03T14:46:00.003+08:00

Woohoo..
Just back from my medical check up dis morning...
Thx Buddha blessing...
My result is pretty good...
Doctor said that everythg my enzymes a, bilirubin.. n dono wut bin bin all go back to normal range!
Liver no more enlarge ~

Yewhoo...
Think back of laz month..
it was reli lik a dream for me.. a nightmare !
reli sorry for making my parents, my 2 grandma, my family members n my dear frens worry me...
& i feel touched coz now i know who are the one who reli concern me n love me...
reli appreciate all of u~ thanks... all of u are the energy to make me strong ~

Blame myself for nt taking good care of my own body...
Being emo, skip meal, diet, late sleep, stress, last min attitude.. thought im strong enuf to take over all these...
MANATAU ! thgs always happen out of our expectation ~
so frens ~ nth else is more important than our own health !
i swear to myself i will take good care of myself...n nt to make my parents worry...
im reli sorry daddy n mommy...

Im scare actually...
I cried..But not infront of my parents...
im not brave and happy-go-lucky lik wat others tink...
I hide the TRUTH ying from others...

Im reli worry tat wut if sth serious happen to me...
Can my parents take it?
Who else take care of them?
I will be the burden of family?
I have to go thru many thgs? aww... jz cnt imagine...

I can rmemeber the 3days staying at hospital.. is nt feeling good..
Its bored.. its scary... its lonely... its helpless...
bt i pretend strong n happy.. i don1 make my parents more worry.. bcoz they wil thought i hide sth from them...
Well.. bt i remmeebr the 3rd day.. when doctor told us i can discharged.. my liver test shows my liver function improved...
We feel relieved... we cried... reli thanks Buddha blessing me...

Den during cny... i feel vry sad... bcoz due to my *tam jiak*
i feel suffer coz i cant eat many yummy yummy food...
awww... =(
but im stil vry good ... i dint curi makan ah toufu !! u got to buy me lolipop =)
all my frens gain weight after cny... but me! lose weight =)
the way to comfort myself XD
coz all the food i makan mz be no oil ~
normally dis type of food is nt yummy so i dont eat more lor ~

Hoho.. guess i wil be gain weight again after 2day...
wakaka.. teng say wan2 treat me makan apom balik
toufu wan gimme lolipop..
caryn say wan2 bring me makan yummy bubur
i wan2 eat many many ho liao.........
here i come !!!!!! woohoo !!!! lets play !!!!!

I feel good ~ na na na na ~

2010-03-02T09:14:00.003+08:00

I feel good...
Na na na na na...
Dont know why...
There are smiles on my face recently...
Guess is because of u?

I love this type of feeling...
but im afraid of this feeling will fade away...
Will u let this feeling fade away btw us?

Do u noe... u r the 1st person...
1st person of wut? secret XD

But somehow, im still doubting with myself...
so i need u to be here for me... to pull me back on the right path...
dont let me fall again...
Seriously...i miss u badly~ <3

真的只要一点点就好...

2010-02-10T11:43:00.002+08:00

saw this from caryn's note...
just share it here...
would u care bout me?

某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。你会

不会难过？
某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待？
某一天，你的邮箱收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼？
某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落？

如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。

某一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，那是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。
某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好；我的宽容。你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。
某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。

感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。
我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。
如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。
那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。

因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？

Admitted to Arunamari ~

2010-02-09T12:38:00.002+08:00

Hello people..
its been so long that i hv nt update my blog...
hahaha... once i update wil be shock ppl wan !!

On sunday.. i admitted to hospital due to whole body turn yellowish..
wow.. is very yellowish.. can help digi to bcom promoter DIGI GIRL !! XD
doctor suggested me admitted and do blood test and ultrasound.. bla bla

So all the result show that my liver got abit swollen..
but we still dono the main reason coz the result for hepatitis a,b & c all shows -ve...
it seems lik a bad sign for us when we heard tat coz we worry is sth more worst...
but doctor say sometimes maybe is virus infection... and reli Buddha bless that 2day my liver test show improvement so he let me go back home !! cheer =)
but i gt to take medicine and drink more water.. nex wed hv to go back check up again ~
NO OILY FOOD FOR ME !!!!!!!! AWWW ~~~

Thanks for my parents, aunt, relatives, kaima, coll frens come visit me...
feel touched the moment u guys come visit me... loves ~
Thanks those fren who acc me chat and sms when the time im bored... hey u guys gt to noe the hospital got no wireless.. so im reli reli reli very very boring lor !!!!!!! haha... thx all of u !!! hug hug!!
Sorry for making all of u worry... especially my dad n mom... sorry for makin both of u worry so much...

So...
from now on....
i promise...
i swear...
i will never skip meal
i will take good care of myself
i will be gud gal
i will never emo
and never late slp

The first month of 2010~

2010-01-20T17:38:00.004+08:00

The first month of 2010..
im doing quite well...
i tot i end it d...

because at first i reli do it quite well...
Busy accompanying my cousins... go here n ther... college.. kindergarten..
life is so called BUSY ...
no time for me to think bout it.. n ther are no connection in btw us anymore ~
bt after 13th.. the connection is back... at first i could control over it.......

& now.....
after 17th~ im nt good anymore....
couldnt control the connection anymore...

I start to wondered...
Many things and many question came to my mind...
U changed me...
because of U ~
I bcom vry suspicious...
I bcom vry jealous...
I bcom mad easily...
I bcom emo again... i cried...

Should i ask? and face the truth?
Or i shouldn't ask... i just end lidat....... i scare to accept the truth... its bringing me down i know~

Welcome 2010 ~ Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T10:31:00.002+08:00

Well........ stil got 14hours to go...
then gona say goodbye to 2009 ~

Recall back to 2009.... wat i've done?
well.......lets see.........
im a diploma student in kolej dika...
im also a part time teacher in kindergarten...
im still single yet is complicated....
i hv my drivin license but i leave it ther...
im officially 18 after dec4.....
and i've chg to becom mature? do u realize?
no? i tink so... coz i feel im nt mature enuf ~ hahaha~
Well ! who cares? hahaha~

I just wana say...
i enjoyed 2009...
I love my family... i feel glad that they support me all the time...love me and forgive me all the time... i know im spoiled by u all..... hahaha... bt i reli love u all ~
I hv a group of cute students ...... i gona miss them.... i know i couldnt see thm anymore....
YingYing Jie jie gona miss all of u ! kitty class baby ~~ love u muackz !! =)
i know new group of frens which is my coll fren.. although they bully me all the time ~ but stil feel glad to know u all lerrrrr !! muackz muackz too =)
Although sth happen........ someone mess up my life...... i still feel lost .... but i know i can make it thru ~ yeah yeah ~~ who im? Isis lee ler ~~~~~~~ LOOK FOWARD ! tats me =)

Tats all i can remmeber bout 2009.....
lik someone said... forget bout the past and bad thg....
absorb the gd thgs ~ IM DOING IT ~

Looking foward for tonight...
uncle and family comin back from spore ...
yeah yeah... lets countdown at ahma hse ~

Jan1 2010 morning
aunt and family comin back from aus
yeah yeah..lets go KLIA ~

WELCOME 2010 ~~~~~~
LETS ROCK
SHAKE SHAKE BOOM BOOM
XD

Recently~

2009-12-24T20:36:00.005+08:00

Went to colmar tropicale and japanese village and genting v my coll fren on sun after d MPW exam......
woohooo.. called dis as class trip.. bt is mini de.. coz oni 3 of us ! and 2 boyfren ! keke

At japanese village.. walk 300m~ aww exhausted for tat 2 ahsam !

At colmar tropicale... such a nice place.. i wish could go v my dear huh?
bt no dear.. adui..
& another bf is missing in action ~ HAHA

Since the terrible and horrible and vegetable and stressful d MPW module end.......
i miss some of the people...
mr potato? NO WAY.. bt i wil rememebr u lik to say " For your information ...bla bla bla "
i miss bready and toufu !!! tat 2 cute gals........... ohhhhhhhhh..... gona miss thm !!!
MPW is their laz sub.. which means they graduate d... so no chance to c thm anymore unless i go langkawi or spore find thm ? or thm come to KL ... haha ! feel glad to know both of u ~

Bready and firefly !! haha.. bready called JEAN ~
she is a cute gal... i wil remember the way she laugh..
n she is quite sexy d i feel ~~ i wil miss u darling.. muackz

Toufu and firefly !! toufu called wen yan!
she is a funny and cute gal... she very gd in studying de lo ~
don call me no.1 lor... n i gona remember ur pinky toufu XD
miss u.. wil go spore find u ~ hugz hugz ~

Lastly... group photo~

Dis year christmas i dont wan any present..
I got a wish...
i tink tat wish came true half d?
Hehe.... i tink so..... =)

I have to let u go already ...
Even though i know its hard...
but i have to...

2009-12-22T12:22:00.001+08:00

HOLIDAY
BOOM BOOM

5 ASSIGNMENT
ALSO
GONA
.
..
...
BOOM BOOM
=)

2009-12-11T19:52:00.003+08:00

突然觉得人生很无常
今天陪妈妈和外婆去看老二姑丈。。。
看到他。。。我想起了我的爷爷。。。

每个人都会离开。。。
也许你现在看到了这个人。。你觉得他很健康。。他很好。。他看起来没事。。。
可是又有谁能预料到下一秒会发生什么事呢！

曾经的我。。。
还小。。。以为我的爷爷病得很轻。。。
会回来的。。。所以没到医院去看他。。。

但是就是因为我的以为。。。
变成了我终生的遗憾。。。
最疼我的爷爷离开了。。。

爷爷还很疼我。。。
还以为我补习没办法去看他。。。
他很体谅我。。。可是我呢。。。
以为他会回来的。。。所以没去看他。。。
每当想到这里。。。我的泪忍不住落下来。。。

爷爷总是喜欢骑着他的摩多车。。。
去相馆作工。。。他是一位摄影师。。。
所以从我和弟弟出生开始。。。我们就有很多本相簿。。。
因为爷爷爸爸都很喜欢拍照。。。所以我们一个人有10-20本的相簿吧！
包括我自己也很喜欢拍照。。。也许这是我们家族遗传的吧！

爷爷很喜欢骑摩多车去买五香给我吃。。。
到现在偶尔我都会和家人去太平街那里吃。。
只是爷爷不在了。。。不然我们一起去吃。。一定很好吃。。。
以前他都打包回来给我们吃。。还有很喜欢买榴莲给我们吃。。。
真的很怀念。。。

以前的我。。真的很坏。。
没有他的包容。。没有他的爱。。
没有今天的我。。。

爷爷。。
你很久没报梦给我了。。。
我很想念您。。。

Another birthday celebration =)

2009-12-06T23:48:00.008+08:00

2nite had another simple celebration with my family at ahma house...
thanks mommy prepare the food =)
thanks daddy helpin me take photo =)
thanks da jiu and da jiu mu buy the cake and oso prepare the foods =)
thanks ah ma for sayang me all the time.. and 2day she sing bday song for me =)
thanks lao jim, cousins and other family members that celebrate together wit me..
I appreciate ... Thanks =)

Let the pictures do talking again~

Foods that prepare by mommy and jiu mu...
Thanks you ~ Love u ~

It's my cake !!
i love it.. because its choclate banana fav!!
& the decoration of the cake is jz simple n nice...
it looks lik the star on the sky !!
they say those r the pearl XD

Whoa.. eat all these food cause me put on weight lagi =(

random shoot by daddy !

The birthday gal and the nice cake =)

They singing birthday song for this cute lil gal
XD ~ Happi birthday to me ~

Then quickly make a wish ~~ keke
This year i got 6 wishes?
first 3 is my fren gimme..
another 3 wishes is my family gimme !
Thanks u all =)

Then blow the cake !
Ahhhh... BOOOOO ^^

Then cut the nice cake =) yum yum !

Pica time with my family members ~~

This is my lovely family~ Dad, Mom Me and Didi =)

My only brother and me =)

My beloved ah ma & me ..
Ahma always say that im a lucky gal.. thr is another nickname for me !
HOCKY LEE means HOK KI(lucky) in hokkien.. haha.. vry beng ler dis name !
btw.. thx ahma for pamper me all the time..
THX AHMA ! =)

My da jiu mu and me...
trust me.. she is the best jiumu in the world..
thanks da jiu and u for the cake .. and sponsor the food!!
love ya =)

Yow kor2 and me =)

With jiumu, cousins, bro and me =)

With lao kor, lao jim & mommy !

Group photo !!! i reli love u all ~

Lastly .. Watermelon and the real watermelon shoot XD
SMILE =)

~END~

It's my mood ~

2009-12-05T23:52:00.006+08:00

When i say goodbye,
The heart is aching yet i couldn't stop myself from thinking;
I tried to be heartless yet the more im
it just shows how much i love u deep down...

My sweet 18th birthday !!!!!!

2009-12-05T09:49:00.010+08:00

Hoho... hello everyone.. get attention pls ! i gt sth to announce ~~~ hrm hrm
Me ~ Isis Lee Ying Ying already 18 yrs old..
which means i can do many thgs d huh?
haha.. for example? clubbing? keke... lot of fren say tat to me... bt too bad lar.. u noe im a gd gal.. parents r strict ... so clubbing seems lik stil far away from me lor ! XD bt i would lik to try it some days !
Get atm card? haha.. so i can get money easily? yea dis mz be sth pretty cool.. bt too bad.. bank acc no money for me !! ROFL

18years old doesnt mean anything actuali.. which means im gettin older lar...
haha... bt anyway.. i stil feel im young! keke... 18 edi .. which means stil gt long journey to go!
big girl d.. gotta be mature? gotta be independent? cnt always be temperamental anymore !!
I KNOW LA ! I TRY OK? haha

Would like to thanks many people here...
first of course is my parents... because they bring me to this world..
& i know they reli lov me n protect me alot..
although sometimes dey r strict..sometimes i feel dey over protect me~
sometimes i feel dey r funny... sometimes wil quarrel with dad n mom..
sometimes i wil angry v them.. but in my heart.. my family are the most important thing in my life!
Thanks daddy mommy didi n other family members ... thx for sayang me n manja me all the time!

Secondly.. thanks my frens lor !!!!!
keke... frens are 2nd important things in my life!
Thanks all my fren who wish me thru sms, facebook, msn, phone call... too many ppl... so i cnt list out ur name here! u noe i noe lar dear frens .. i reli appreciate u all d wishes ! haha
specially thanks fan shu kor n banana coz they sing bday song for me !!
thx teng.. she purposely come bac from kl n wanted to celebrate v me ...
bt end up she din celebrate v me... she bring the present for me all the way from her hse to centro ! haha.. i noe its jam ! n reli thanks lor darling! u noe i always love u ~

& reli reli reli thx my f5 classmate !!!!! yday they celebrate my bday for me ~~~~
Thuan tee, shiyan, huixian, vhean, ah meow, esther, yi mei, wei kit, lubang, & ahmao~ (ahmao is a new fren) haha~
we went centro neway n sing k .. den v went to a restaurant or lounge thr celebrate my bday!
seriously til nw i cnt remmeber the name.. izit call Sheeperdo? haha... no idea ... & again..u noe i noe.. its opposite the starbucks ! its a nice but expensive place XD

This is the first year i celebrate my birthday v frens ler... reli thx dad n mom cause they let me go out dis year !
bt get scolded by mommy lar...she nt allow me to go out nex time ~ ahhh T.T
cause exceed the time she give me kinda late oni reach home ~
all my frens shuld noe my family rules ~ im cinderella .. gotta go back b4 11pm..
bt cinderella 12pm oni go bac... mine even earlier? XD
bt anyway i reli appreciate lar !!! i love u all u tau tak ! muackz muackz ! =)

& yday nite chat quite long v pinshin...
she cnt go celebrate v me yday coz she promise her sis go out v her i tink~ nvm la..
u noe i wil forgive u de la piggy =)
haha.. i miss her ler... vry long no chat v her d.. & we recall back to form5
we gt so many story wan2 tel each other .. XD
she say find 1 day we go out !! n call kaisan oso..
suprisingly kaisan is the first person to wish me on my bday !! haha...
miss both of them...

Wokie lar... let the pictures to talk...
too bad forget to take photo with my cake... ahhh... hw forgetful im !!!
when the camera out.. the cake is almost finish !! =(
so jz take photo v my frens =)

At the ktv ~~ see they so enjoying... haha ~

After few hours.. all look so tired n mcm no voice d... haha
imagin sing from 1pm-7pm @@

Weng hou, huixian & me =) our eyes look so small due to the flash !

I noe i look freak ! LOL.. bt seriously tat day im vry high..
no idea y ..scream lik hell ~

Dear & me =) thx u lor... dint go tuition coz of me !
love u ya .. muackz !

Shi yan !! he look handsome yday.. mayb he style hair..
haha... hey bravo bravo !! i feel proud of u !! finally u b brave !! keke~

Vhean... rocks !!!! haha... he reli can sing vry well... PUI FOK !

Haha.. cute lil ah meow ! ah meow voice vry sexy de le...
n the song he choose vry weird !!!
bt somehow.. v stil enjoy it !! hahaha~

Cute lil weng hou !! haha...

Then ...
we went to the "Sherpado" (dono wat spellin) celebrate ~
11 of us ~

Me & dear Huixian...
neh.. this is the cake.. haha... bt only left quater...LOL ~

Lubang & wei kit !!!!!! ahhh... thx u guys.. love ya !

Would lik to introduce u guys dis is ahmao !!!! my new fren huh?
haha... anyway ah mao feel nice 2 noe u ! & thank you ya !!! =)

Mr low !!!!!
haha... forget to tel u... u look nice after rebonding ur hair lar....
keke... HANDSOME!

They suppose to show their tounge at dis pic.. bt oni ah meow show !
haha~

Look both of them r so serious... mcm my parents.. or grandparents? LOL ~
& both of thm r vry funny.. wish me happy birthday thru phone call
even though we jz sit opposite to each other..
haha.. i received both of u d CHEN YI jor XD

Then shi yan ask me take photo with thuan tee~
eh rmemeber tel my daddy har mr low ! XD

With weikit and lubang.. keke~

Then v ah meow and vhean... keke... ah meow u look so funny !

Take photo v all my gal frens =) Yimei, esther, me and huixian !

Take with all my boy frens~~
Shiyan, Thuan tee, Ahmao, Lubang, Weikit, Ah meow and Vhean

Then we take group photo
Yeah.. 11 of us !! thank you vry much !! love u all ~

Lastly.. we take this pic b4 v go back
HAha... lov dis pic the most ! our fav pose ~ n we name it as huixian's pose !
cute le...
Thanks my lovely frens ~

~THE END~

2009-11-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

I couldnt control myself not to think of you...
Even though im wit lot of ppl... i stil feel lonely after tat...
when im with others... im thinkin of you...
when im alone... im thinkin of you...
when im listening to the music... im thnkin of you...
when im watchin movie... im thinkin of you...
everything is you you and you...
over and over again...

Dono what i am doing...
feel so lost... someone can take me out of here?
who will be the one?

New moon

2009-11-28T20:21:00.002+08:00

Watched new moon v banana on the morning...
hrm... is nt tat nice lik wat i expect?
maybe is nt that excited... the story is quite dull...

Anyway.. its stil consider okay... i cried~
its kinda touched when edward tot bella died, so he wanted to die also... without her his life is meaningless huh~
thats why i love edward... coz his love to bella is endless~ its touched me !!

n i reli fall in love with taylor !!
i mean JACOB ... haha... love his muscle... woohooo...
he is awesome!!!

& this movie make me think of somethings.... hrm hrm ~

Having headache after d movie... coz not enough sleep due to my presentation...
still gt 11days to go...gowsh... i hv to bear it !
wish me luck ! taz

back to college life again...

2009-11-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

Working days are end....
Tmr back to college again...
Gona miss those babe !!!!!!!
Hope they enjoy their primary skul life nex year...
& remember me dis jie jie or teacher isis??????

I wil remmeber u guys...
all this cutie... my first batch of 6yrs old student in my life !!!!!!!!!
muackz =)
i reli enjoy the concert.. the party day and the camp wit u all ~~~~~~~ hugz !!!

Awww...
coll life start again ....
9am-6pm...
wake up at 6.45 ... coz follow jennifer's car .......
I DON LIKE ! BUT I DON HV OTHER CHOICE !!! =(

& i wil update some pic about the concert day, party day and camp to my blog soon
STAY TUNED ~!

别再为他流泪

2009-11-10T22:10:00.003+08:00

Recently fall in love with one drama...
like one of the songs...
very suit to describe my mood right now..........

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

I know he is not worth..
I pretend nothing.. forcing myself do other thgs... not to think bout him...
but i couldn't control my tear when i see every things about him...

I feel hurt this time...
It's pain compare to laz time...
Im not tat firm..... really.... don tel me im firm ... im not !!
I hate myself sometimes......
Im emo .........tats the fact !

All i need is time...
i need more n more n more times to get over it...............

**I want so sing K ~~~~~~~ JIO ME PLS !**

暧昧

2009-11-07T15:26:00.001+08:00

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

2009-11-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

Finally i have found the reason to walk away..........
It's pain... i know........ but it's better to noe nw......
i don want to get hurt deeper on some other days.........

I cried......... bcoz i reli care for him..........
I just cant control my tears..........
let it drop okay...........

i will be fine ......... i just need more times................
i believe the WATERMELON YING will be back....... no worry....

2009-11-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

If you love me, let me know.
If not, please gently let me go.

2009-10-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back...
Just keep walking.
It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken

2009-10-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

Huixian's lil sis cheer me up today =)
thx cute lil ah mei !!
jie2 love u ! muuackz ....
n sry for make u fall down ! luckily u no cry ~~~~~~~~~~~~
ngek ngek ...
wil try to post the pic to my blog

Finally i done my rabbit puppet !!

2009-10-11T19:20:00.003+08:00

I done my finger puppet d....
hrm hrm... any comment huh?

haha... dis lil things i do 2 days d huh...
kip redo n redo...
i tink stil acceptable la hor?
cnt imagin tmr i bring to coll wat is their response !!
behind the rabbit thr stil gt 2 hole to put in my finger ~

4 more assignment to go ~
GOWSH !!!!!!!!

我的选择

2009-10-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

我知道
你的心里有她了
不要否认。。。你对她的态度变了
如果真的没有
我也不会在乎了。。因为我的心里一直知道会有这样的结局
只是自私的我选择了逃避
选择了希望
结果让自己更加失望

虽然面对现实很痛苦
要放手很难
可是现在的我更确定了自己的心

以前我很矛盾
我不懂我有没有喜欢他。。。
而且我也知道他不可能是我的理想对象。。。
他也知道的。。。他是真的喜欢我还是也是和我一样习惯了彼此？
我呢。。。总是一直在猜想他到底在想什么。。。

也许就是习惯了有他的陪伴。。。
也许自私的以为他会永远陪伴我。。。
也许是为了自己输不起的心。。。
也许我害怕他会离我而去。。。
也许也许。。。有许多的也许。。。
所以迟迟不敢放手
说要放都不懂说了多少次。。。

但是这次是真的了
我放手了。。。
我不需要为了顾虑他的感受
而无法专心。。。去猜他心里想什么。。。
发觉到这种感觉很棒！

最近我的朋友说我很渴望爱情
哈哈
对啊。。。很渴望。。。
都是受到我college朋友的影响lor
她们都结婚了。。有男朋友了
我也想找个固定的肩膀依靠一下。。。
一个可以让我长期对他撒娇的男朋友。。。
一个会珍惜我，疼我和爱护我的男人而已吗。。。
可是我不至于到随便找个男人lar。。。
banana说我很ＹＩＭ　ＪＩＭ～
我其实需要的只是一个可以给我安全感的人。。。
说很简单。。。　事实上很难找。。。
感觉要对啦。。。这个那个。。。

反正。。。
我会等到那个人出现的啦。。。
现在功课一大堆。。。
等着本小姐去做。。。
还有最近我在减肥ｌｅ。。。
请不要一直叫我出去吃喝　！！

婷，我这一次真的放手了。。。
我不会后悔的。。。
还有对某某个朋友说。。。
如果喜欢。。。就放胆去啦。。。
不要想那么多。。。
因为你们都确定了彼此的感受。。。
未来的事我们永远无法预知。。。
珍惜现在他为你所做的一切。。。
像婷说的。。不要做让自己后悔的事～

2009-10-03T12:00:00.002+08:00

On thursday, Mr. mohan invited one guy from HOPE WORLDWIDE come to our coll to have a talk...share about his experience in helpin the community...
its awesome.. i know many things from him...
i always hope that i can go help other poor people... but i always jz say dint take action...
maybe its time for me to do take action and do sth for the community..
i find out it is meaningful for me~ i should do it when im stil young ~~~
This is something in my plan that i wanted to do sth for myself n others...
& this song is nice.. intro by the guy ~~ Tell me why... sing by a 7year old boys ~~
i feel its quite touching when i heard dis song n saw the lyrics...
U guys can try to listen dis song ~

I'm sick ~

2009-10-03T08:56:00.002+08:00

Well... im really weak.. always not feeling well this n that...
& dis time finally i reli got a bad sick !!!
Recently .... the durian got musuh wit me ~

LAz week ..i went to melaka eat durian cendol...
its yummy bt end up i went to toilet more than 10 times in 3days...
=( my fren say its gud ..i look bit slim huh?
haha

Then dis week ~~~
On tues... jz makan 1 biji durian...
2nd day sudah sorethroat... no voice at all ~~

On thurs... eat another 2 biji durian lagi.... NO SCARE LAR DEAR !!
Yi du gong du wat... den throat not pain anymore !!!
bt keep sneezing n coughing ~

Im suffering now... keep coughing.. lik old people !!
cough til cnt breath well.. i hate this lar !!
im nt active at all =(

Still got many assignment waitin for me to do...
but im lazy... i need some motivation ~~
& i will update more at my blog soon...
bout wat i did laz 2 weeks..keke~~~

I plan to leave you...
but i figure it is very hard for me to leave u...
u shuld noe i already lov u...
but u...

** ღ Isi§'s MÉmōŖiΞs ღ **

jealous jealous jealous!

有关于射手座

男朋友出国了

给我的他

1/2/2011

莫名的突然

Late xmas card from her

Happy new year! =)

My love!

Finally, its end =)

Im officially 19 years old!!! =)

Lost

有时候...

Horoscope

100th day anniversary

joke of the day!

失落

the bad dream

The holiday!

Hope it's not true

Letter for him

London Bridge is Falling down

confusing ~

Unlucky day~

Great day with her

谢谢

Hot hot trip !

Finally...

下一站，幸福 ♥

Super Duper Nice !!!

Love Ren Guang Xi

Love Liang Mu Chen

Love Xiao Le

Love Hua Tuo Ye

Love all the songs in the movie

Love the story line

Love the scenery

Love everything of autumn concerto

wink* ;)

♥ 米修，米修 ♥

A day with mr. chon

下一站，幸福 ♥

下一站，幸福 - ING

♥ it

=)

Free!!!!!

Kiss the rain ~

HOT

I love her

不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’ 请别脱她的 ‘内衣’..

Worried

it's my fault...

far away ~

doubt with myself..

我想到的人是你~

Pretty boy

Last minute ~

say WOO HOO !

I feel good ~ na na na na ~

真的只要一点点就好...

Admitted to Arunamari ~

The first month of 2010~

Welcome 2010 ~ Goodbye 2009

Recently~

Another birthday celebration =)

It's my mood ~

My sweet 18th birthday !!!!!!

New moon

back to college life again...

别再为他流泪

暧昧

Finally i done my rabbit puppet !!

我的选择

I'm sick ~

ღ Isi§'s MÉmōŖiΞs ღ